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Sunday, October 15, 2006
♥ Sunday, October 15, 2006
One year. 365 days has passed so fast. All in a flash, everything seems to replay like a tape, the year's been like a dream, perhaps especially for me. A year's brought me so much and cost me so much, that I can never regain what I lost and I can never lose what I've gained. Sometimes, blessings can come as curses, and curses can come as blessings. It's so hard to tell one from the other, so hard that sometimes I have to take both in my stride and let things go in the way they come.
So many incidents, so many people, so many emotions. If not for this year, I wouldn't have appreciated home, I wouldn't have understood depression, I wouldn't have understood the meaning of friendship. I wouldn't understand what freedom means, I wouldn't understand what responsibility means, and most importantly I wouldn't understand what love is, and all their restrictions and greatness.
So many things I've learnt, learnt to cherish, to love and to let go. Aside all rocks, volcanoes and farming, Tang and other things, I've learnt so many others that can never be tested. And because of this reason I find EOIs really, really, dumb.
Okay, I'm serious about EOI dumb thing.
I mean, come on. So what if I'm not good at chemistry. I don't have to understand diffusion to know love.
So. I'll talk about all my experiences later, because there's too much to write about. What I'm saying is, learn to appreciate. Appreciate life, appreciate love, appreciate all that is around you. We don't have much time left with the people around us who we will separate with because the year is ending.
The year is ending.
So much happens in a new year. And so much has happened in a year. Suddenly my to-do list piles up humongous tasks for me to accomplish, some I know that I won't achieve. But for now, my to-do list only consists of people whom I've known, and what I'm going to do for the people who's been around me all the while.
ONEOHFOUR TOTALLY
Ah. Freshman class. Unforgettable. From orientation to normal life to the end, there were many things we had to overcome. So much competition, and so much for love. Because love put us through tests, and love made us overcome napfa, overcome exams, and it will definitely overcome EOIs. Though we won't be in the same class next year, but what we'll never forget is that we once and will forever love one another, through eternity and to the end of time. All the best to you guys, and I will never forget you. I love you, one oh four.
TIENLI
Thank you for seeking help, because when you did you brought me help as well. You never know, but in you I saw myself, struggling to find that someone within me who drowned when the world came down on me. Thank you for being there to listen to my rants, thank you for knowing to appreciate. Thank you for being another hyper person who brought laughter to my life, and I want to tell you that you are appreciated, and you can always count on me for help. THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU TOO.
A402
Lucy, ChernTze, Kaini. All older than me but more childish okay no. We have a pet, a specific name when we order mac, a qian4qian2ban3, own insect orbituary,(John Mary Xiaoming whatsoever) our lame jokes, our 20 shampoo and soap bottles, our fastfinishing toilet paper, our xxjx theme song, our duckyporn and so many many things. Thank you for being my family for these past months, although I really don't say it or show it but I already treat you all like sisters. Thank you Judy Chan Ruixi, for your lame jokes and duckyporn and korean drama and other things that make the room all cranky. Thank you ChernTze, for chloe and ordering mac and your lame jokes and your die1 da3 pian4 as well. Thank you Kaini, for your seriousness and maturity and your human geography textbook. You guys never fail to help me when I need help, you guys never fail to make me laugh, and you guys never fail to laugh at my lameness. Thank you for so many things, and in you guys I find respect and laughter at the same time, and you play as the sisters whom I've long wished for. Although we're gonna separate real real soon but I want you guys to know that wherever anyone of us may be, we'll always stick as the room who has lame posters stuck outside our room to attract attention, different coloured balloons on our balcony to attract attention from the BS security guards as well, and we'll never be four different people living four different lives without one another. Thank you and I love you!
PRIVATE CONVERSATIONALISTS
Thank you, you guys. Thank you for all the crazy moments, thank you for all the laughter, thank you for all the silent support you've given me although you don't know it. The year's been so hard and I wouldn't have lived through without all the fun in school. Perhaps, a day out is the only thing I look forward to in school. Thank you bringing laughter into my darkest moments, thank you for teaching me how to be happy, and thank you for teaching me how to fight for certain things I hold close to me. Thank you for lighting up my life, thank you for replacing the love and concern my Mom had given me, much more than she is giving now, thank you for being there.
You guys gave me things that I can never repay, and I can't finish the list of thankyous to give you, because there's too much that you don't understand.
Thank you for being the private conversationalists, for being always there. We will always be together no matter where we are, and I will never regret knowing you guys. Next year is full of surprises, next year is full of uncertainty, but I know that next year will not be just another year, but another year of never forgetting each other, because we're inseparable, just like hundred acre wood, just like chocolates and just like the private conversationalists.Thank you and I love you!
Shit now I have to go because it's 3am. I'll post some more when I can.
