oh, cause you won't listen

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

♥ Wednesday, January 30, 2008

My english is deteriorating.

Honestly. My sentence structure is mixed up with the bahasa structure. Why oh why do I suck at second languages!

Here are some things that fascinate me these days:

In geog my friend forgot to read the instructions and planted 750 lettuce seeds into a 1x1m plot of land/shit( i can't really tell the difference) so now we have 750 lettuce plants sprouting out from the ground everywhere. Oh, Luki.

I took two hours to read seven pages of bahasa book that I am supposed to summarise.

I took two hours to refinish truth about forever for english book review.

Here's the thing, the bahasa book is 1/20 of the english one.

Babe loves to bite my school shoes so in the morning, I have to search all around the house just to find my shoes.

I suck, like really suck, at debates.

FARMERS. ARE NOBLE PEOPLE.

My phone, as told by yingting but not believed earlier on, can read my messages. It is hilarious it spells all my words.

Babe likes to sit on my hand while I'm lying on the floor, and breathe air into my face.

I bought an absolutely adorable pooh bear notebook for 50 cents when I could have used seven dollars to buy it in singapore.

Anyways. I have a debate tomorrow. The debates honestly stress me out I am going to die die die goodbye honeys.

Monday, January 28, 2008

♥ Monday, January 28, 2008

I am just slapping on something and going to bed.

I Do - Westlife

Tell me, can you feel my heart beat?
Tell me, as I kneel down at your feet.

I knew there would come a time
When these two hearts would entwine
Just put your hand in mine
Forever

For so long I have been an island
When no one could ever reach these shores
And we’ve got a whole lifetime to share
And I’ll always be there, darling this I swear

So please believe me
For these words I say are true
And don’t deny me
A lifetime loving you

And if you ask will I be true
Do I give my all to you
Then I will say,

I do.

I’m ready to begin this journey
Well I’m with you with

Every step you take

And we’ve got a whole lifetime to share
And I’ll always be there
Darling this I swear

So please believe me
For these words I say are true
And don’t deny me
A lifetime loving you

If you ask will I be true
Do I give my all to you
Then I will say I do

So come on just take my hand

Oh come on
Let’s make a stand for our love
But I know this is so hard I believe
So please

So please believe me
For these words I say are true

And don’t deny me
A lifetime loving you
And if you ask will I be true
Do I give my all to you
And if you ask will I be true
Do I give my all to you

Then I will say

I do

Monday, January 21, 2008

♥ Monday, January 21, 2008

Good evening I have just woken up from my one hour deep slumber.

I just flipped through my school calendar and realised that I have eleven days of holidays on March and then school ends for the year in June 14th and I start tenth grade (sec four) on July 31st. That's one a half months muahaha. Being a christian school there are also extra holidays (yay) like Christ ascension and all that.

By the way I have learnt to use the bible! So cool.

Oh yes I have a dilemma. Lol that sounds funny anyway okay I want to join a school team and I'm thinking either basketball or badminton.

So we're having basketball for PE now and thanks to netball of course I have advantages so everybody is buzzing about my basketball even people not in my PE class (the whole year 9 is split into girls one, two three) know -.- so then a lot of people say I should try out for basketball. But then also thanks to netball there are certain skills that I have like pivoting which just means I DON'T DRIBBLE and I don't move with the ball and all that so it's kinda weird for me to MOVE WITH THE BALL. It just feels like I'm violating the rules. Also basketball will be outdoors so my heat rash is going to act up like crazy.

And badminton is indoors and I know all the rules and I can play... just don't know if I can play WELL enough. I'm kind of a perfectionist at being all-rounded. But most of the time I don't get it, anyway. No heat rash or anything.... but it's not a team sport. That sucks I want a team sport. Which is basketball. AW MAN!

♥ Monday, January 21, 2008

alhamdulilah saya punya bahasa sucks.

(oh my god my bahasa sucks)

SEE I CAN'T EVEN FIND THE BAHASA FOR 'SUCKS'.

omgomgomgomgomg i'm failing. I tried to write a written interview in Bahasa for our group project which is GRADED, btw, and I failed horribly. Half the thing is in English. Oh my god! How can this be!

So now I officially suck at bahasa and chineseeee.

The world is so unfair.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

♥ Saturday, January 19, 2008

Let's start by saying that my mother is hilarious.

Here are some of the stuff she said;

Why is the window openly wide?

Babe if you don't eat your food i will fart on you.

Babe you have to learn how to bring sandals and newspaper to your boss not kill them! Okay? OKay okay okay okay okay?! *babe looks blankly at her and probably thinking, what the hell are you saying*

Jessica why you never eat your vitamins three rows in a night!!

Omg la she has a thing for adding the 'ly' wrongly.

It is very very late indeed and I shall go to bed I'm sorry I had this since hours ago but then I was editing an essay and writing an email (tngy cheer up i shall copy priscilla's poem for you!!) therefore I abandoned you my blog I apologise!!!

When eeyore cries

Pooh bear shall come for her!

When eeyore's sad

Pooh bear shall be there for her!

Cause eeyore's saved my soul

And pooh bear loves eeyore!

HAHAHAHAH my poetry sucks but bottom line YINGTING I LOVE YOU!

goodnight children! ;D

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

♥ Tuesday, January 15, 2008

I'll Be There For You - The Rembrandts

So no one told you life was gonna be this way

Your jobs a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year
but..

I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cuz you're there for me too)

You're still in bed at ten
And work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast
So far, things are goin' great
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
Oh but she didn't tell you when the world has brought
You down to your knees that

I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)

I'll be there for you
('Cuz you're there for me too)

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows
What it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst I'm best with you, yeah

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,
or even your year

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too

So this morning I brought babe to the vet who was very far away but still professional. Intended to get him a vaccine and then ask about the asthma but she said we have to go back in two weeks to get the vaccine BECAUSE of the asthma.

Hmm my mom said babe is troublesome he's like human.

And there was this HUMONGOUS rott who was with the doctor before us and he was so adorable however the chihuahua after us was FIERCE omg, while we were waiting for medicine he just couldn't shut up he was there barking barking barking barking and so on you get the idea.

Size is um, deceiving.

I am honestly tired. Oh by the way I start school tomorrow and I figured I shall share my school with everyone nyahahha;

1) It follows IB

2) I am halfway through grade 9/sec 3 i will be um, sec 4 in june

3) It's a christian school, we have devotion every morning and chapel once a week.

4) The uniform is probably Jakarta's best, come on.

5) They have a lot of expat students from Korea and America and Australia and haha, other parts of the world.

6) I don't have chinese, I have Bahasa.

7) It is bloody expensive.

8) The facilities are just perfectly olympic.

Okay no I have to stop. People are starting to kill me.

Man it feels weird to not be a Rafflesian anymore but hey, once a rafflesian, always a rafflesian, right? Filiae Melioris Aevi, bright and beaming!

AHHAHAHHAHAH i'm going crazy.

Friday, January 11, 2008

♥ Friday, January 11, 2008

I love f.r.i.e.n.d.s!!!!

Transcripts from the last one:

Phoebe: Wait, wait! Get your coat! Get your coat!
Ross: My coat...
Joey: This is so cool!
Chandler: I have no idea what's going on, but I am excited!
Joey: But Ross, Ross. What do you, what do you think she's going to say?
Ross: I don't know, but I.. Look, even if she shoots me down, at least I won't spend the rest of my life wondering what would have happened. Where - where is my coat?!
Phoebe: You didn't bring one! My cab's downstairs, I'll drive you to the airport.
Ross: Okay, guys, wish me luck.
Phoebe: HURRYYY! *shrieks*

Phoebe: You can open your eyes now.
Ross: Are we off the bridge?
Phoebe: Yes. (no, actually)
Ross: Is the old woman on the bicycle still alive?
Phoebe: *annoyed* Yeah, she jumped right back up!!

(change scene to back home)

Joey: Quack, quack, tweet, tweet, quack, quack, tweet, tweet, quack, quack, tweet, tweet, quack, quack, tweet, tweet, quack, tweet, quack...
(Monica and Chandler enter.)
Chandler: We were wondering what was taking so long with the gift, but now we understand you were doing this.
Joey: Okay, I wanted to surprise you, but for your house-warming gift, I got you a baby-chick and a baby-duck!
(Chandler grins, while Monica is less enthusiastic.)
Chandler: Really? You got us a chick and a duck?
Monica: Oh, great! Just what you want for a new house with infants. Bird faeces!

Gate attendant #1: (with a French accent) Madame, your passport please?
Rachel: Oh my God! I was so afraid I wasn't gonna remember any of my high-school French, but I understood every word you just said!
Gate attendant #1: Your boarding pass, please.
Rachel: Oh.
(She starts looking through her purse, but she can't find it.)
Rachel: Oh, shoot. I had it. Oh, I can't believe this.
Gate attendant #1: Madame, if you don't have your boarding pass...
Rachel: I have it, I have it, I have it.(in a nasal chipmunk voice) Oh, okay, I can't find it, but I remember that I was in seat 32C, because that's my bra-size.
Gate attendant #1: Madame, you must have your boarding pass..
Rachel: Okay, fine! But you know what? If I was in 36D, we would not be having this problem.

Ross: Hey, I need a ticket.
Phoebe: Just one? I drive you all the way down here, and I don't get to see how it works out?
Ross: Fine, two tickets, I need two tickets.
Phoebe: We're on our honeymoon. (says it goofily to the ticket agent)
Ticket agent: And the destination?
Ross: I don't care. Whatever is the cheapest.
Phoebe: I'm so lucky I married you.

(On the phone)

Rachel: Phoebe? Is everything okay?
Phoebe: Uhm, actually no. No, you've... You have to get off the plane.
Rachel: What? Why?
Phoebe: I have this feeling that something's wrong with it. Something is wrong with the left felangie.
Rachel: Oh, honey, I'm sure there's nothing wrong with the plane.
(The passenger in the seat next to Rachel looks at her and seems a little nervous.)
Rachel: Alright, look, I have to go. I love you, and I will call you the minute I get to Paris.
(Rachel hangs up.)
Passenger #1: Uhm, what was that?
Rachel: Oh, that was just my crazy friend. She told me I should get off the plane, because she had a feeling that there was something wrong with the left felangie -.-
Passenger #1: Okay, that doesn't sound good.
Rachel: I wouldn't worry about it. She's always coming up with stuff like this, and you know what? She's almost never right.
Passenger #1: But she is sometimes.
Rachel: Well... *shrugs*

Passenger #1: I have to get off this plane, okay? Her friend - has a feeling something's wrong with the left felangie
Rachel: *tries to be innocent* Could I get some peanuts?
Passenger #2: What's wrong with the plane?
Air stewardess: There's nothing wrong with the plane.
Passenger #1: Yeah! The left felangie!!
Air stewardess: There is no felangie!
Passenger #1: Oh my God. This plane doesn't even have a felangie!!
Passenger #2: I'm not flying on it!
Air stewardess: Ma'am, please sit down!
Passenger #3: What's going on?
Passenger #1: We're all getting off. There is no felangie!!!

Gate attendant #2: Ma'am, I assure you, the plane is fine.
Passenger #2: And you fixed the felangie???
Gate attendant #2: *annoyed* Yes, the felangie is fixed. As a matter of fact, we put a whole lot of extra felangies onboard, just in case. *sarcastically*

I am not gonna be a spoiler and paste up the endings, but hey you should go watch it. You can find it on youtube too haha i watched the whole episode on youtube muahaha.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

♥ Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Like I Never Loved You At All - Take That
Where, where are the stars?
The ones that we used to call ours
Can't imagine it now
We used to laugh till we fell down.
The secrets we had, are now in the past
From something to nothing, tell me.

How did we lose our way?
It's hard to remember
All that we shared
Now we both have separate lives
From lovers to strangers, now alone
There's no one catching my fall
No one to hear my call
It's like I never loved you at all.

Now you're so far away
And I see our star is fading
One too many times
Guess it just got tired of waiting around.
The nights that we thought, if these walls could talk
From something to nothing, tell me.

How did we lose our way?
It's hard to remember
All that we shared
Now we both have separate lives
From lovers to strangers, now alone
There's no one catching my fall
No one to hear my call
It's like I never loved you

So now does he give you love
Oh, Is it only me now that's thinking of, what we had and what we were
Did you ever care, baby was I ever there?

How did we lose our way?
It's hard to remember
All that we shared
Now we both have separate lives
From lovers to strangers, now alone
Tell me, How did we lose our way?
It's hard to remember
All that we shared
Now we both have separate lives
From lovers to strangers, now alone
There's no one catching my fall
No one to hear my call
It's like I never loved you at all.

Untitled - Simmy (the girl wrote it for me I CALL IT SIMMY'S LONGING SONG in my itunes HAHAHAH!)

I hear the clock, it's six a.m.
I feel so far from where I've been
I got my eggs. I got my pancakes too
I got my maple syrup, everything but you

I break the yolks, make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
Wipe the spots off of the mirror don't leave the keys in the door
I never put my towels on the floor anymore 'cause

Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know that Iíll miss you
And time never heal the wound
You were one of us
And always will be.

I called Priscilla, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk so I
Picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used

Met up with April in the pouring rain
We saw a movie it just wasn't the same
'Cause it was happy oh we were sad and
It made us miss you oh so bad, 'cause

Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know that I'll miss you
And time will never heal the wound
You were one of us
And always will be.

You were one of us
And always will be.

Okay not my fault, I'm TRYING to come up with something too for everyone but my music skills are honestly inferior so I might take a longer time i.e. twenty years.

Babe amuses me every day he loves to sleep on my feet (why do people FOREVER like to sleep on me zomg) and he was biting my hand earlier on it practically bled I was mad of course who doesn't get mad after your hand bleeds!! And five minutes later he is lying sideways on my feet sigh.

Oh shit I'm coming up with weird, weird lyrics. Like, ''cola's making me sick and sprite's a bore'' HAHAHAHAH can you imagine.

''Mom said that dad said that you said that I said that mom said that ama said that tuaku said that you said that dad said that i said that yellow is a horrible colour I didn't say that!!!"

I just tried to trick my brother today and he just looked at me blankly HAHA young kids are so adorable to trick.

This is so random omgrwifbniwllbf!!

Babe just coughed again he's worming ): Sneezing coughing horrible tearing and worming I tried to clear out his eyes earlier on he would not let me he ran away!

And nylabones don't work on this lazy bum. He just gives me and brings it to me for me to dig out his food -.-

And is anyone's baby eating Cesar classic beef and liver I KNOW dogs are eating better than us these days when I first saw it I was like @#@&#@%%#@!!!! classic beef and liver HA but since he's worming and he's in love with it so I just got it off the shelf.

Also I need to bring him to the salon again HE LOOKS LIKE AN OVERWEIGHT SQUIRREL i tell you. Especially when I roll his ball-looking rubber toy he runs after it and when he's sure he'll get it he just spreads his arms and plops down his butt it looks HILARIOUS I tell you.

I need help with biting issues SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!!

Saturday, January 05, 2008

♥ Saturday, January 05, 2008

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. the dark!
2. losing touch with people i love
3. leaving
4. red eyed rabbits
5. monkeys
6. bananas they make me feel constipated.
7. yingting HAHAHHAHA.

SEVEN THINGS THAT I LOVE THE MOST!
1. english serials!
2. music!
3. my guitars!
4. winnie the sarabjit chee!
5. books!
6. MSN! (all hail microsoft!)
7. my new phone

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM:
1. guitar! (i name thee vanilla)
2. mac.
3. my phone.
4. my handbag
5. my pooh bears
6. my mattress
7. my curtains HA i got desperate.

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT MYSELF:
1. i'm shorter than my boyfriend HA.
2. i like windows
3. i like making the room veryveryvery cold and then wearing jackets and blankets
4. i get easily scared
5. i have a problem with my bladder
6. i can't bloody smile
7. i hate taking pictures

SEVEN THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. live in america
2. learn seven languages
3. own a horse
4. control my emotions
5. open a daycare centre
6. get married
7. buy landed

SEVEN THINGS I CAN DO:
1. inhale
2. cpr LOL
3. roll my tongue into U
4. suan people
5. survive in BS
6. housework
7. travel alone

SEVEN THINGS I CANT DO:
1. not having a phone
2. not watching f.r.i.e.n.d.s
3. live without salad prawns
4. diet
5. resist buying picks
6. cut off my ear YO VAN GOGH.
7. wink my right eye

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT ME TO THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. TALL
2. beautiful eyes
3. english speaking
4. sexy neck HAHAHA
5. love children
6. i am attracted to guys who are family oriented
7. funny actions

SEVEN THINGS I LOVE TO SAY THE MOST
1. HAHA!
2. oh shit
3. walao!
4. oh my god
5. lame
6. funny
7. supercalifragilisticexpialidocious ;D

SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES:
1. brad pitt!
2. RON STOPPABLE AHHAHAHA
3. zac efron!
4. mike mohede HAHAHHA
5. shane west!
6. josh hutcherson zomg LOL he's younger than me i think!
7. charlie cox!

Friday, January 04, 2008

♥ Friday, January 04, 2008

I agree with Mon.

It goes something like this:

I always thought the person who leaves isn't as strong as the people who watch them leave. But then again now I know how it feels like to leave - walk ahead with your head in the sun, and never look back.

The second hurts far more. Leaving hurts more than being left.

So breaking news, I didn't cry. On the plane. From the early morning to lunch, to going to the airport, all the way on the plane and getting our luggage, it was like a chain of dreams. I kept thoughts out of my head, I was a walking zombie. And then I fell asleep on the way home in the car.

When we got home I went to hold the lift, barely awake, and my dad left an unstable luggage a metre away from me. It fell onto my side, hit me in the back of my knee and as a reflex I fell on the lift floor. I don't know but it was like there was this clot in my brain... that just suddenly cleared and everything came in. It was at that moment that I realised that jess... this is real. It's not a dream. This is gonna be your life, and you chose it so you've to live with it. And then I thought of Singapore.

I thought of the ride to the airport. My last official ride. As Simmy and April and Priya devised ways to meet me at the airport to say goodbye. They couldn't make it so i told them not to come but I love them a lot anyway. And then I thought of tngy and yesterday and how lame she was and I thought of our symboloffriendship and great world city and starbucks and macs. And then I thought of Priscilla and her lame, lame poem.

If the moon falls down

And the stars fall down

And the sun falls down

And Jessica falls down

Priscilla will be the ground.

And then I thought of Daniel and Sarah and Jerald and sentosa. I thought of the beach the robber the hotel room and cards the sleeping bags the cake. I thought of lucy and cherntze and kaini and BS. I thought of kris and fran and el and their reactions to the symboloffriendship. I thought of a lot a lot a lot of other people.

I thought of Jess.

And then I started crying.

I love pril simmy priya pris bacon egg el tngy daniel sarah jerald lucy ct kaini jess I love a lot a lot a lot a lot of people.

I miss rgs I miss overloaded homework I miss fierce teachers I miss mrs tan. I miss raffles cheers I miss my classroom I miss my table I miss being able to change in class I miss philo and rs and richard and 204 and 204 and I miss rv and mdm mok and mrs lee and everybody.

I have to stop I'm turning emo!

Daniel you STILL owe me a post and fifteen bucks.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

♥ Tuesday, January 01, 2008

I passed by watson's today and got this:

HAHA sorry my laptop camera takes things like a mirror thus weird but come on you have to read that! JESS <3 JESS nyahahaha it's 24hour eyeliner! It was a tester but ;D

And omg this picture is pure LOVE. I don't know if it's just me or does everyone look really happy! Simmy is smiling so motherly and april is smiling so perfectly adorable and pris is smiling like she just won something. I feel happy! Hullo New Zealand natural!

I love pictures these days don't you?

I miss sentosa! I just regret that the bloody guy stole my camera and now I have no pictures!!! Ah! I need pictures to get by, my dear loved ones! Where are all of you!