Surprised, right? I'm not the kind to read those kinda books but well. 

I hereby declare that I cannot choose blogskins. I have spent 5 hours now just trying to choose between two blogskins AND I JUST CANNOT ARGH ):

Exams are thursday friday.

SINGAPORE IS NOT ONLINE ):

Tried to, but couldn't stay away for a long time.
Blame American Idol ;D
I am so freaking thrilled- David Cook is love!!! 12 million votes! HA simon in your face. (:
Anyway I love Ruben Studdard.

Celebrate Me Home - Ruben Studdard
I'm going home today,
I believe I've missed each and every face,
get there and play my music,
Turn on every love light in the place

It's time I found myself,
Totally surrounded in the circles
Oh oh, my friends

Please, celebrate me home,
Give me a number,
please, celebrate me home
Play me one more song,
That I'll always remember,
I can recall
whenever I find myself too all alone,
I can sing me home.

Uneasy highway,
Traveling where the Westerly winds can fly,
Somebody tried to tell me,
But the man forgot to tell me why,
I gotta count on being gone,
Come on mama, come on daddy,
Be what you want me as
I'm this strong, I'll be weak

Please, celebrate me home,
Give me a number,
please, celebrate me home
Play me one more song,
That I'll always remember,
I can recall,
Whenever I find myself too all alone,
I can make believe I've never gone.

Please, celebrate me home,
Give me a number,
please, celebrate me home
Play me one more song,
Play me one more song,
Hey,
somebody said,
celebrate me home
i cant, wait to see ya,

i can't, wait to hold you,
you know i miss you, yeah.

come on and,
Celebrate, celebrate, celebrate me home,
Celebrate, celebrate, celebrate me home,

Well you know I'm finally here,
And you don't have to worry,
no,no
no no no no no no

So come on and celebrate, celebrate, celebrate me home.

Have a birthday party tomorrow night so I probably wouldnt be bloggin.

Anyway, facebook's too interesting for me so my blog's been dead for some time I'm sorry, I think I'm going to put this on a hiatus sorry (:

Will be back soon I promise!

A lot of people who shouldn't have died have died.

Two rafflesians, an RVian. Makes me feel a lil queasy.

A senior in JC in the cross team passed away while he was training. He was one of the fastest runners alright. A grade-mate died of leukemia in her sleep, she didn't know she ever had leukemia. An ex-RVian committed suicide by jumping off his apartment window. He was in the class next to mine, years ago. And then there's Babe.

It feels so helpless standing by the side and watching everything go past but having to tie your hands and not reach out and do something, do something to make things better. Do something to save them. I just don't know how, I've let people this close slip away, before even getting to know them as well as I want to. I don't know how I've lived, letting people leave me. And I'm just standing there, still standing there, watching everything go past and not blinking an eye.

It makes me feel like I don't know how to live anymore. I don't understand how people can live thinking how they COULD have helped anyone but DIDN'T, what if someone reached out a hand, what if it had rained so Thaddeus wouldn't run, what if someone stopped him to offer him some food, what if the grade-mate went to the doctor, what if, what if.

But too many what ifs still don't make a yes.

Moral of the story? Don't take each minute for granted. Especially when you've thought about doing anything like dying.

Cause when it's all over, it's not so funny anymore.

I slept over at Bren's house yesterday with Gaby, Bren was no fun and slept early, Gab and I stayed til about four just talking, and we got up at nine, though Gaby took another three hours to be fully awake. 

From then on started my most fattening day ever.

We went to see Bren's cousin Zac who's like two months old, watched him shower and went down to Bren's pool where we first got Milo, and then we asked for popcorn, which we got. We TALKED about swimming but didn't, we went upstairs again to chill out. Then we ordered pizza and THIRTY chicken wings (HAHAHAHHA) and I think we somehow finished them (so cool, right?).

And, we got indonesian snacks.

Then, just as we were about to leave Bren's (my parents were picking me up), Bren's aunt comes to pick up Zac (who's her son). And, Bren's aunt recognises me and I recognise her and she's all Do I Know You? and I'm like omg it's aunty kristal, my dad's business partner LOL.

So funny, I didn't even know that I was watching her son bathe a

nd I was playing with him all morning.

It's a small small world, everyone in the room was laughing.

So then my parents came, and she surprised them alll. Mwahahah.

Then we went to TA, cause we had to get my brother's specs, and ate noodles there (keep track of the number of meals alright). I felt fat ENOUGH so I shared one with my brother. We went home, where we ate dinner (seventh time!!).

So there. Seven meals a day is way too much don't you think.

Nyeh is now my favourite word. Seriously. I mean think about it, nyeh is an amazingly FUNNY word. No matter which way you say it after you do you'll start laughing. Hmm. Sad thing I've never realised how the word NYEH is hilarious. Nyeh. Nyeh!

Aw I'm not making much sense these days pardon me.

Alright I'll give you a lil bonus.

Yeah. Sleepovers are totally cool I'm sad I didn't get the rest of the funny ones Bren has em.

I am very sleepy. In fact, I am so sleepy I think I'm the sleepiest woman alive ever. But tomorrow's a holiday so sleeping now is taboo. Imma go hook up Guitarhero goodbyeeee I'll have another one tomorrow alright.

Plus, NO ONE blogs anymore, I mean, what's up with that?

Btw GO RAFFLES GO examsssss suck but GO GO GO! ;D

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