oh, cause you won't listen

Monday, December 31, 2007

♥ Monday, December 31, 2007

OMG I CAMWHORED AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!

My mac. Is SO COOL. Cousin, brother, my hand.

As I have told daniel and fran the look on my face is HILARIOUS. Cousin, aunt, me. Yes it's me!

WINNIE THE SARABJIT CHEE i love sarah and jerald and sentosa 07!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA I LOOK LIKE A SCALY FISH AHAHAHAHAH! Cousin, me.

Why do I forever have weird expressions SEE my mac is cooooooool nyahahaha!

I have to sleep earlier cause I am going cycling with yingting and my cousin and my aunt and brother I think yingting has met my whole entire family HAHAHAH.

And we went for New Years' Eve dinner just now with my mom's friends and the kids table is hilarious I tell you. I'll save that for tomorrow!

Okay 'boyfriend' sorry about last night, still.

Have to go goodnight, sleep tight everybody, and happy new year. In advance ;D

Sunday, December 30, 2007

♥ Sunday, December 30, 2007

I didn't feel like posting about sentosa yesterday but I feel so porridgey. I think it's from the soap-infested ramen at our lunch oh my god.

So on Friday jess and I were supposed to meet at cold storage to get groceries and as expected the girl was late. So I finished all the shopping by the time she came in staggering with let's see, five bags. My dear it only lasts one night! So then we paid and my mom picked us up and we embarked on our adventurous journey to sentosa. (HAHA yingting this is amazing!)

We got there at noon and checked in happy and hungry then my mom left and we lazed around and then went to lunch at sakae where the soba sucked and jess put the contents of a raw quail egg (honey, it is STILL gross) into the sauce I mean yuck! I told her that egg has six times more cholesterol than a chicken egg and she freaked out for five seconds and resumed eating -.-

We paid and went back to the hotel only to be informed that everybody else was coming at 5.30 earliest walao they left me to be devoured by the raw-quail-egg-devouring woman. So we both lazed around and she harrassed and attacked me for the rest of the time while watching a HBO movie starring jojo and snuggling into the bed. Then daniel called and jess was hit by a horrendous but otherwise brilliant idea and insisted that daniel buy ham and cheese and bread and butter so she could make breakfast for everyone the next morning.

And then she came up with an even better idea and told daniel not to buy butter and steal butter from macdonald's instead -.-

So in the end i think daniel and sarah were too paiseh to steal butter from macdonalds and came without butter. Then we decided that they were gonna reach soon and sat by the windowsill stuffing pringles and drinking green tea. Then ten minutes later sarah calls and she passes the phone to daniel and daniel asks me what kind of ham i want -.- The conversation was interesting and then he asked me what kind of cheese I want (-.-) and asked me which brand of bread I want (-.-!!!!) and I chanted a 'kraft kraft kraft kraft' mantra until he got what I meant and I hung up and Jess said she was bored so she put on her blades and stumbledrolledalmostdied onto the road she said she wanted to pick daniel and sarah up. So by the time we got onto the road we decided to check out the attractions and we didn't and jess decided to change into normal shoes after a few almost falling incidents and us looking gay holding hands (I was trying to protect her! she was going to fall and break her head!) so we went back and she changed.

Oh by the way I think I have a bladder problem i peed 12 times in the first two hours we got there.

Daniel and Sarah EVENTUALLY reached and they rang the doorbell and jess was excitedly going to answer the door and she was all HONEY THEY'RE HEREEEEE and the moment she opened the door she saw sarah's MOM and at the same time my dad called! So I was like ohshitohshit and ran out to answer the call. After reassuring my dad that no, i didn't want to be fetched home I went back in and Sarah's nice and adorable mother asked me questions and I looked at the room turns out jess and i'd trashed the room in four hours hahaha! So yes, I assured that it'd be fine and she went off. After a while we decided to go to the beach.

And then tragedy struck.

We were playing ten metres away my bag which had my entire life's savings and jess' phone and ipod and wallet and we turned around for two minutes and two minutes later I turned back and poof, the bloody bag was gone.

Apparently someone had been eyeing the bag and stole it the minute we turned back. Curse the fishified idiot if I ever meet him I'd be beating the shit out of his poor little soul and he'll be begging himself out to please have mercy your honorable justice.

So we found sentosa staff and they called the ranger WHO TOOK TEN MINUTES TO REACH THE LUGE ON A MOTORCYCLE and took my statement and called a police who arrived HALF AN HOUR later ON CAR I was damn pissed off at the slowness efficiency where's the decency in this, huh?

Anyway I'm over that I'm not over that the bloody poltegheist thief stole my entire life's savings he is such a bitch.

We went back to the hotel room and I was devastated and I felt so, so broke I have never felt that broke in my ENTIRE life. Of course since that was my ENTIRE life's savings you bloody fool stupid thief. You are plain shit.

Jess and I were all moody and all and then we settled in and I went out to call my mom and she didn't scold me and after I hung up I started crying. Just then Jess came out and saw me crying and I hugged her and she started crying and everything was hectic I just didn't remember but it was really. Honestly. I miss all of this. I miss you jess.

My 'boyfriend' just said something touching so yes thank you my dear you are so loved (PUN INTENDED AHHAHAHA)

So then my two best friends sprang a surprise cake on me and jerald (for his birthday) I loved it and it's just so super memorable. Thanks okay you guys the cake totally made my day (jerald i believe it made yours too) because I was really upset over the bloody thief. and jerald and sarah oh my god I really love winnie the sarabjit chee thanks, you guys. If this is farewell then I honestly want more farewells!

Honestly, sentosa was like SURVIVOR everybody agrees.

And then we went to the pool and FUNNY THINGS HAPPENED I guess daniel will be working on it after he comes back from walking dear, dear cassie.

So that night only jerald and jess slept (after the girl practically slept on me) and the rest of us (besides yingting who napped five minute cycles) didn't sleep. We actually watched tv it was some gay show (HAHA) and then ellen and then tyra WHO TALKED ABOUT PURITY BALLS OMGZZZ and then MARTHA STEWART painting glue onto cardboard snowflakes and cooking up some weird stuff I did not want to know. Played cards. Nyehehe. I'm lazy to detail this post cause I'm sleepy and tired. Then we woke the lazybums up for sunrise and my honey made a big fuss about waking up in the middle of the night and made breakfast which everybody refused except me at first but then daniel finally agreed that it was wonderful and everybody dug in. Then we went and didn't REALLY actually watch the sunrise thanks to science which says that the sun rises from the east and we were at the south -.-

Then blah, normal stuff. Eh daniel how to make your narrations interesting! It's not working!

But sentosa's taught me a lot of things. About life and friendship and family and a lot of other lessons that will hopefully help me through everything else. But I'll forever remember I survived Sentosa oh my god. Learnt that there are thieves and bad people around so you must always protect yourself. And that friends will always surprise you and make you feel special and that they'll love you and support you and try to solve whatever you need to be solved. Friends don't blame each other friends give hugs(jess yingting) and winnie the sarabjit chees (sarah jerald) and tiramisu (jess daniel) and pays for your meals (yingting) and sing sixlittleduckswentoutoneday with you while balancing by the poolside and let you hear fahrenheit's embarrassing moments (sarah) and bring chopsticks and cup noodles (jerald) and wouldhavebrokenthewindowandjumpeddowntheroofifisawastrangerrunawaywithyourbag (daniel) and listens on the phone while you're crying your eyes out (yingting) and best friends, best friends give everything.

Family's just there they always, forever love you. They're always there by your side and mommy listens to you and doesn't scold me and sends me money and daddy tears when he hears you crying on his chest and sings you edelweiss to sleep.

You have to take responsibility for what you did. if you lost someone's things you explain to them personally. If you planned the sleepover you make sure everybody is alive and well and full and happy and not watching gay movies or brokeback mountain.

Thank you everybody, for making sentosa a good time because tell you the truth, I needed that.

A lot more to tell you , but I'm leaving it to winnie the chee.

Suddenly don't feel like leaving. My stomach is insane again a wet tissue fell into my bowl of ramen and I ate the noodles and I'm poisoned I want to go to the hospital.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

♥ Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Leaving takes a whole deal of courage ;D

After my mom's continuous rambling (jessica pack your room pack your room) and countless bouts of chanting her mantra I have finally got down to work. And letting go is hard, I'm telling you. So many things I don't want to throw away... but then again keeping them would be no use at all. I thought I hated chem but turns out most of the worksheets I couldn't bear to throw were actually daniel lau's. I've also kept his heat-sensitive periodic table since he got it from U.S for us and I was horrifically touched.

It's a funny feeling.

So yesterday I felt like spending money and brought my mom along to the hairdressers so yes I cut my hair!! I now have a fringe and fringes are funny transforming agents my mom said she couldn't recognise me aha. But I'm still deliberating on the rebonding because my mom says your hair will drop (?!?!?!) and oh well.

I talked to my BOYFRIEND until wee hours (four, actually) and fell asleep in the middle of an sms can you believe it? I was typing typing typing and then BOOM I'm asleep. So embarrassing. I find it amusing I've never been the one to sleep it's always been the other person like AHEM jess. She has no problem sleeping while talking to me on the phone. God.

So Christmas is here and me, I'm just being old. I feel like giving, giving, giving. And I'm being weird. I'm in a donttouchmeori'llpokeyouwithabee mood it's crazy. I feel like doing something really random (as I have said last night at three thirty am) like holding some guy's hand or going around orchard asking for hugs or busking at sentosa for money for the hotel room.

Sidetracking, I found one lost pick today (this is a miracle!) and now I have seven picks yay yes I am that desperate. Also I have found a sudden craving for cheese and oreo wafer and the michael buble song, Home.

Aha.

Okay. I'm being lame. My brother is currently reading me some puppy story o.o the dog POLLY (?!?!?! i thought polly was a parrot) is now eating curry and mash potatoes and apricots and jellies (again, HUH?!) while Girlfriend is blasting (not purposely, I'm too lazy to change the song) and oh god is this christmas cause it doesn't feel like it!!

Polly keeps eating o.o carrots onion cherries samosas mangoes strawberryshakes mustard etc. etc. etc -.-!!

Okay going back to my shipwreck of a room and I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I GOT 18/30 FOR THE COMPO ON FUTURISTIC I think the teacher is biased and hates me o.o i actually think it was GOOD apart from the, okay, occasional grammar but EVERYBODY MAKES MISTAKES ;D

Goodbye!

♥ Tuesday, December 25, 2007

I have shown you in every way by laboring like this, that you must support the weak.
And remembering the words of the Lord Jesus, that
He said, 'It is more blessed to give than to receive.'
Bible - Acts 20:35

Merry Christmas, everyone. And a little something:

May you live all the days of your life.
Jonathan Swift.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

♥ Sunday, December 23, 2007

I took the blogthing from Daniel and found that in my past life, I was a kind alchemist who lived in north africa and eventually died of dysentery.

How interesting, huh? For a growing teen (I have needs!) who is still 'trying to figure my place in this world and how I can contribute to the society to be daughters of a better age', that, that is not an ego boost. In fact, it doesn't help at all. It is horrible, actually.

Anyway, these days all I've been doing is practically, let's see, shopping. And shopping and shopping and oh, cycling. Otherwise, still shopping.

Oh yes cycling is super fun I kind of have an affinity with bikes how cool, right? I will forever choose cycling over ice cream and come on that is a great feat i bet you can't do it. Muahaha. Now I'm just being silly stop me!

And uh huh, I can't wait for sentosa and that reminds me, I have to draft a list of things to bring and what we're going to do and the plan and blah blah blah yadda yadda boom because an overobssessive best friend has gone all %$!@*!@#!!!! over sentosa and has requested for the packing list a week in advance. Mmhmm, very cool.

♥ Sunday, December 23, 2007

I'm Already There - Westlife

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said daddy when you coming home
He said the first thing that came to his mind

Im already there
Take a look around
Im the sunshine in your hair
Im the shadow on the ground
Im the whisper in the wind
Im your imaginary friend
And I know Im in your prayers
Oh Im already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Dont worry about the kids theyll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that Ill be in your dreams tonight
And Ill gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes

We may be a thousand miles apart
But Ill be with you wherever you are.

Will come back tomorrow, sorry for the delay but my bloody internet doesn't work.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

♥ Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Okay I miss my babe a lot a lot so here are pictures.

I brought babe to the salon the other day but this is the before:

No matter what I did with his dry powder I just couldn't clean him and he would NOT stop moving.

After I brought him to the salon!

Hence the name, honeychubbybutt.

He can reach the top of the yellow crate. He is now FORAGING for his treats.

Oh my god. This is the picture that gets me every single time I see it it's like I see his sad eyes and he's looking at me waiting at me to please, give me my treats. I miss his sad eyes I miss his breathing into my butt or when he lies on my foot. I miss it when he follows me into the bedroom and I run after him and chase him out. I miss it when he only sits if I dangle the treat right in front of his face.

)': I'm sad! I miss my babe!

♥ Wednesday, December 19, 2007

I'm back! And pictures! As promised.

This is sunset in Jakarta, from the streets. It's perfect.

A completely abstract picture but I like it very much.

Oh my god how cute is she! She is going to grow up zeta-jones-y her name is Catherine!

From the mountains. From a restaurant where we ate dutch pancakes!

The sky from the mountains I just want to be there again.

♥ Wednesday, December 19, 2007

(LUCY CHEN: I CAN'T TAG YOUR BOARD, WHY?!?!)

I just bought A COUPLE of cds so expect a long one from me.

Anyway this morning I was at Cold Storage to find baking needs (I'm in a baking mood) and I walked past the pet aisle and I thought: babe.

And then on the way home, a minibus passed me and on the car was: pet relocation and boarding.

I tell you, heaven makes sport of man.

So I refused to go to the gym today and instead came up home and started on Stardust AGAIN and now I'm waiting for my songs to get into my itunes. I was hungry and so i embarked on my adventurous journey to the fridge and there was nothing there besides unwashed fruits and frozen salmon which I intend to eat as sashimi for dinner.

Okay, I like westlife. No, I love Westlife. I still do. A lil something:

Have You Ever - Westlife (Back Home)
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?
Have you ever?

Have you ever been in love, been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand?
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away?
You'd give anything to make them feel the same?
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say and you don't know where to start?

Have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all your life?
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes?
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you?
Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there?

And all you can do is wait
For that day when they will care.

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby?
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand
How I need you next to me?
Gotta get you in my world
'Cause, baby, I can't sleep

Have you ever?

I think I have, and I think you have, too.

Oh man I have to go but as promised, lucy, pictures later at night.

Babe I miss you!

♥ Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Ripped from Daniel's (omg I can finally rip from Daniel!):

Name a friend whose name starts with an 'S'.
Sarah! Hello!

4th person on your missed calls.
Jess. She has the patience of a peanut she hangs up after the third ring how am I supposed to pick it up?!

What did the last text message you receive say?
Jess: I wanna reaed this lullaby. Half the book is torn out. (LOL)

Do you chew your straws?
I used to do that a lot when I was small! Now we know whose straw is whose by the rate of chewing.

Do you have curly hair?
I don't know my hair condition anymore it's like horrible.

What is the next concert you are going to?
Oh my god I think I'm going to RGGE's concert next year!

Who is the coolest person in your life?
Coolest person. My best friend!

What words do you say alot?
Bloody, Ohmygod, walao.

What was the last thing you said to someone, and who was it?
Mom. I said, Jumong. HAHA.

Do you watch TV?
Daniel's answer is pretty dumb if you ask me but yes, thank you for asking but I do have a life.

Ever been hunting?
No. Thank Jodi Picoult for her descriptions about dying deer.

Is marriage in your future?
Hopefully eh I want lor!

When was the last time you said 'I love you' and meant it?
To Jess! We say it every night HAHAHA.

What should you be doing now?
Sleeping. Told my mom I'll be asleep in ten minutes but still.

Do you have a nickname?
AHAHA I would gladly do my BOYFRIEND (oh my god yeah it's funny!) the favour of listing his but I have boring nicknames but OH OH WAIT I have one. My babe and I are called THE WHINERS OF THE NICE HOUSE (?!?!?!?!) courtesy of Sarah and my boyfriend again whahaha!

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes! Totally! Whoo!

Who's the youngest in the family?
My irritating undelectable younger brother.

Is drug free the way to be?
Totally.

Where was the last time you slept, besides your house?
Class Chalet, for fifteen minutes!

Best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?
Stardust! Whoo Stardust!

Who do you trust the most?
Hey I'm naive I trust a lot of people. But aside from Jess, my boyfriend. I still find it funny.

1. Do you like chinese food?
I'm not exactly a fan of rice but bring me noodles any day!

2. How big is your bed?
Super single whoo!

3. Is your room clean?
Nope. Not in my terms but then again anything in my possession will never be clean.

4. Laptop or Desktop computer?
Laptop! Whoo mac! I'm whooing a lot huh?

5. Favourite comedian?
Ellen. Let's just say I don't watch comedian shows much.

6. Do you smoke?
Yuck la! Passive smoking is bad, people! Bad! Don't ever smoke!

7. Does anyone like you?
Nope. If Matt's answering this question he'll go Everybody Loves Matt-ish and El will be entranced again.

8. What's the most sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice?
The irony of her name because Rice is carb but still carb is sexy?

9. Sleep with or without clothes on.
With. Insecurity overwhelms me!

10. Who sleeps with you every night?
Pooh Bear.

11. Do long distance relationships work?
Sometimes they do. Sometimes they don't. But yes boyfriend. you're funny.

12. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
I'm pretty much good ;D

13. Pancakes or french toast?
French toast!

14. Do you like coffee?
Whoo starbucks whoo!

15. How do you like your eggs?
Sunny side up!

16. Do you believe in astrology?
I told you I'm naive.

17. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Jess. This is called absence makes the heart grow fonder HAHAHAHAH.

18. Last person on your missed call list?
Still Jess. WHY CANT YOU JUST WAIT FOR SIX RINGS OMBH (oh my bloody hell)

20. McDonalds or Burger King?
Mac in asia, BK in USA. Asia's BK sucks.

21. Number of pillows?
One! And a pooh bear stuffed toy!

22. Last thing you ate?
Nata De Coco I should be losing weight wth.

23. Last thing you bought?
Ummmmm oh groceries! Like vegetables and fruits and rice and stuff like that only I bother about.

24. What are you hearing right now?
I'm hearing Jumong going how's daisu? HAHAHA.

25. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
I don't like jelly on it!

26. Can you play pool?
I suck.

27. Do you know how to swim?
Yeah HELLO YINGTING please don't let the falling breathing drowning floating cycle happen okay be careful when crossing the bridge!

28. Favourite ice cream?
Cookies and Cream omg esp Meadow's!

29. Do you like maps?
When I'm lost yeahhh!

30. Tell me a random fact.
Dory is ellen. Ellen is dory. Ellen is dory ellen is dory yay!

32. Ever attended a theme party?
Ooooooh how about BS formal dinners?

33. Ever do a leg stand?
What's a leg stand? You're stupid.

34. Craziest place you ever slept?
By the windows HAHAHA.

35. What is your favourite season?
Fall! Fall! Fall!

36. What is the first music video you have ever seen?
Can't remember! I'm somewhere along Hilary Duff or Kelly Clarkson or Lindsay Lohan.

37. Pick a movie quote.
What do stars do? - Stardust.

38. Favourite quote.
Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game (HAHAHA REMEMBER, BOYFRIEND?)

39. Where is your favourite hangout?
omg great world city.

Some irrelevant questions are left out.
Too lazy to write the other one, will do it soon okay double promise forever and ever amen.
Goodnight, I miss my babe.

Monday, December 17, 2007

♥ Monday, December 17, 2007

This morning I left my babe alone with his nutriplus gel (vitamins) for three minutes and when I came back the tube had twenty six holes in it from his biting. I squeezed the tube just a tiny bit and sticky brown gel came oozing out of the gazillion holes. I looked at him and he was sitting there waiting for me to plop one into his mouth.
Leaving always feels bad.

Babe is now looking at me with those eyes and I feel so guilty to leave him for the whole time while I'm in Singapore. You know I never knew having a dog could be so... unbearable. I mean in the sense that I love babe so much I can't imagine not spending time with him. Sometimes it's like I catch his gaze across the room and we look at each other and I smile, and babe, he comes over wagging his tail and plops himself by my feet and uses it as his pillow. Or starts to lick it.

And sometimes, he can actually jump and bring his front paws onto the top of his crate because I accidentally left his treats there.

He refuses to 'sit' unless I treat him.

The past weekend we all drove four hours out of town to a mountain where we rented a two-storey. My cousins bought rabbits on the way and one night the rabbits escaped from their box and hopped out of the kitchen. I was the only one awake since I was waiting for babe to poo and I dashed to the dining where they were and he followed me. When he saw the rabbits he lunged for one of them and realised ohnotheyarentdogs and he ran away until I got the rabbits back into their boxes.

Also there I brought him jogging one morning and he found a patch of grass, lay down, started chewing grass and refused to budge. A car drove by and I walked over to him and the lady wound down her window and shoved a shih tzu at her window and babe, he carried his butt to the door of the car. The lady and I talked awhile and he just sat there looking at Roxie. He is three months. What happens when he is three?

I gave babe three towels since he loves them so much he can stay with them for three hours and not move and I handwash them everyday.

I feel guilty when I leave him alone.

My babe eats like a pig.

I have separation anxiety!

I love my babe as much as I love anything else.

In fact my brother is more troublesome than he is.

I have to stop! Guilt is overwhelming me!

Sunday, December 16, 2007

♥ Sunday, December 16, 2007

OH MY BLOODY HELL I HAVE NEWS.

Hady Mirza won Asian Idol 2007.

I'm not going to sugar coat my words, but it was totally unexpected. My first response was the above: oh my bloody hell. Which I went on to sms daniel (he hasn't replied, I sent a minute ago), but. Oh my bloody hell.

I think there were better singers. I'm not biased but Mike rocks. Mike and Jac were the most likely ones and I was expecting either and I was like $%^#^*&!(!^%#&^*&!!!!!!!!!!! HADY.

No don't get me wrong I'm actually HAPPY for Singapore but it just seems like it's "not fair", in Daniel's words.

Okay okay this is a public blog.

Anyway I'm back, LUCY AND DANIEL (sigh) you guys are talking to each other now COME ON MAN. I'm lazy to reply my tags so how how how! I'll reply at your blogs okay.

Aw man I have to go. Might be throwing a new year's party - will send out invites once confirmed okay you guys bye.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

♥ Thursday, December 13, 2007

I have decided to do this out of ultimate boredom.

Ten Most Recommended Movies;

1 Stardust - Claire Danes, Charlie Cox

2 A Walk To Remember - Mandy Moore, Shane West

3 Moulin Rouge - Nicole Kidman, Ewan Mcgregor

4 Casanova (it's NC!) - Heath Ledger, Sienna Miller

5 Harry potter - ditto.

6 Bridge To Terabithia - AnnaSophia Robb, Josh Hutcherson

7 Pirates of The Carribbean 1/2 - Johnny Depp, Orlando Bloom

8 Cinderella Story - Chad Michael Murray, Hilary Duff

9 The Legend Of Zorro - Catherine Zeta Jones, Antonio Banderas

10 Step Up - Channing Tatum, Jenna Dewan

Ten Most Recommended Books;

1 The Truth About Forever - Sarah Dessen

2 Nineteen Minutes - Jodi Picoult

3 A Bend In The Road - Nicholas Sparks

4 My Best Friend's Girl - Dorothy Koomson

5 Plain Truth - Jodi Picoult

6 To Kill A Mockingbird - Nelle Harper Lee

7 Just Listen - Sarah Dessen

8 Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom

9 This Lullaby - Sarah Dessen

10 My Sister's Keeper - Jodi Picoult

Don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't like Meg Cabot, but they're in the teens of the list.

Top Ten All-Time Bands/ Artistes;

1 Westlife

2 Kelly Clarkson

3 Eric Clapton

4 Mcfly

5 Take That

6 Simple Plan

7 Daughtry

8 Eric Clapton

9 Click Five

10 High School Musical Cast (Or, I'm going to go with nelly/fergie)

Ten Recommended English Serials;

1 Gilmore Girls

2 Desperate Housewives

3 FRIENDS

4 Sex and The City

5 Grey's

6 The OC

7 One Tree Hill

8 Hannah Montana ;D

9 CSI

10 (might be) Heroes

Ten Actors' List;

1 Hilary Duff

2 Lindsay Lohan

3 Ewan Mcgregor

4 Claire Danes

5 Johnny Depp

6 Brad Pitt

7 Zac Efron

8 Orlando Bloom

9 Chad Michael Murray

10 Jen Aniston/Angelina (whichever Brad picks, I love em both ;D hard choice honey!)

Have a feeling left out a lot of favourites, but will update when I remember ;D

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

♥ Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Rule The World - Take That

You light, the skies, up above me
A star, so bright, you blind me

Yeah-ea
Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away, don't fade away
Oh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

If walls, break down, I will come for you
If angels cry, oh I'll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don't leave me now, don't leave me now
Oh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you

Feeling better already.

Monday, December 10, 2007

♥ Monday, December 10, 2007

I'm re-officially in love with Stardust!

Some little snaps of unforgettable lines (the scriptwriter is a freaking genius):

Scene in crater, after Tristan uses candlelight to fly into Stormhold and lands on Yvaine.

Tristan: No, really. We're in a crater, this must be where it fell.

Yvaine (sarcastic): Yeah, this where it fell. It is. Or, if you want to be really specific: up there is where this weird bloody necklace came out of nowhere, and knocked it out of the heavens where it was minding it's own business. And over there, is where it landed. And right here, this is where it got hit by a magical flying moron.

The scene in the cart of his mom's owner! (my favourite!)
Yvaine: You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no fits. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.

It doesn't sound nice here but you have to watch it because claire danes is a miracle.

No mood to post anything else. Good bye for now.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

♥ Wednesday, December 05, 2007

I'm here again.

Don't you realise I'm posting thrice a day, I mean, if you guys check everyday, do you go, "why are there three new posts didn't I just come yesterday?". I guess no one checks this every day.

Okay anyway, I just found out a new love. Which isn't actually new, since he's old, but Eric Clapton is my long lost cousin! (in substitution to daddy)

And since I have so many songs I obsess about each week, I have increased my budget and give you two instead of one! So here goes, two songs of the week:

Tears In Heaven - Eric Clapton
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay, It's okay, It's okay

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you're my
You're my
My true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away

Cause I'm here, for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay...

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I hate highlighting, I feel like highlighting everything.

♥ Wednesday, December 05, 2007

I ripped something of Kristal's blog (why am I forever ripping stuff?):

This is a stupidity/neurotic test.

If you get 18 or less, you're not stupid. Otherwise...hehe go to the doctor.

[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[o] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[o]You have ran into a glass/screen door .
[ ]You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[o] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
Total: 3

[ ] You have ran into a tree.
[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow.
[o] You just tried to lick your elbow. (HAHAHA)
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
Total: 1

[o] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice.
[ ] You just looked at it.
[ ] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[o] People have called you SLOW.
Total: 2

[o] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[o] You have caught yourself drooling.
[o] You've fallen asleep in class.
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[ ] You just laughed.
Total : 3

[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[o] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about.
[ ] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
Total: 1

[ ] You have eaten a bug.
[o] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important.
[o] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[ ] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket.
Total: 2

[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you even when you know it won't happen to you.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
Total : 0

[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you.
[o] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused.
[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before.
Total: 1

[o] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.
[o] The word "umm" is used many times a day.
Total: 2

Total, 15. :D

I'm on a blogging spree mainly because forget it, there is nothing to do at home. The only one is because apparently mave's groomer is coming at about 2, and then he'll cut his long and dirty fur, hopefully also bleach him ;D He refuses to let me comb his underbelly coat and legs it's ugh so irritating I have given up dry shampooing him because he just cannot stop moving he wriggles and...

Okay, stop.

Also a shout out, I'm planning on a sentosa overnight stay with some people for a farewell, watch out your mailboxes after Sarah goes to check on the place.

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

♥ Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Cancer - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on

A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows

You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with

Your negative traits:

Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner

You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult

It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.

Your ideal partner:

Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply

Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family

Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!

Your dating style:

Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.

Your seduction style:

Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship.

Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild.

Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac.

Tips for the future:

Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you.

Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing.

Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first.

Best color to attract mate: Aqua

Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Inspiring Others

You are great at developing a vision, and getting others to adopt your way of thinking.

You are talented at leading, balancing tasks, and helping people work together.

You should major in:

Counseling

Environmental studies

Law

Social work

Political science

Nursing

What Should You Major In?

Don't want to show you the rest ;D

No sick ones, don't worry.

♥ Tuesday, December 04, 2007

I koped something from Sarah the fortune teller:

A- Damn good kisser
B- Good all around person
C- You're wild & crazy
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

Okay, this is how it works.

J- Everyone loves you.
E-You have a nice ass (HAHAHHAHA WALAO EH)
S- Easy to fall in love with. (Doubly!)
I- You get hyper easily.
C- You're wild & crazy
A- Damn good kisser (HAHAHAH)

-.- Sarah ah can your quiz be a little more family friendly.

I just realised mave is growing really fast. We got him on the 23rd.. which was about two weeks ago he is almost ten weeks! I shall be able to bathe him in no time at all! And then he shall not stink and his hind legs shall not be brownish from pee/poo! Yay!

Meanwhile I have not started obedience ;D

I know I know Im slow but ugh, the potty is already driving me insane. He pees everywhere and he LOVES to poo when I'm not looking. Evil. Evil Evil Evil.

Speaking of which, the principal of the interview was AS EVIL AS A CERTAIN SOMEONE rawrh I'm angryy.

Gotta run, Tennis Wii is waiting.

Monday, December 03, 2007

♥ Monday, December 03, 2007

This written extract is dedicated to Daniel Tao Ghee De Peralta Chee a.k.a Daniel Clement Mifeng Owl Bush Washington Bowlingman Chee.

Hello, my childhood friend!
Since you recited me a poem (no doubt one I so did not wish to hear, come on who recites horror poems!!) I shall return the favour ;D Double Double return the favour.

A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.
- Jean Kyler McManus -

I'd like to be the sort of friend that
you have been to me;
I'd like to be the help that
you've been always glad to be;
I'd like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
to me along the way.
I'd like to do the big things and
the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray from out your skies
and leave them only blue;
I'd like to say the kindly things that
I so oft have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
the way that mine you've stirred.
I'd like to give you back the joy
that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
I hope will never be;
I'd like to make you feel as rich as I,
who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to
lean upon.
I'm wishing at this time that I
could but repay
A portion of the gladness that
you've strewn along my way;
And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be:
I'd like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me.
- Edgar A Guest -

There's nothing as nice as someone who shares,
your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares,
someone who's there through your good times and tears,
who stays by your side as your friend through the years.
- Autymn Skillings -

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me
I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there

-Anonymous

God must have known there would be times
We'd need a word of cheer,
Someone to praise a triumph
Or brush away a tear.
He must have known we'd need to share
The joy of "little things"
In order to appreciate
The happiness life brings.
I think He knew our troubled hearts
Would sometimes throb with pain,
At trials and misfortunes,
Or goals we can't attain.
He knew we'd need the comfort
Of an understanding heart
To give us strength and courage
To make a fresh, new start.
He knew we'd need companionship,
Unselfish, lasting, and true,
And so God blessed me with the heart's great need,
With cherished friends like you.

-Anonymous

There are so many many more poems I could copy and paste and mean, but then again there are too many more to copy and paste and mean ;DYou know sometimes best friends only last a while (not true, Jess, doesn't apply to you!) but no matter how many of them I changed, Daniel, you stayed. Don't know what it was, but seven years we've stayed - seventy we part. It's a curse. Too bad you're stuck in it.

I hope I'll watch you on your first date, your graduation, your wedding, your baby shower. I know it seems too far, but hey, I think I'll even watch your hair turn grey or when you have alzheimers and see gnomes everywhere - then you'll know I was right (about the gnomes I mean ;D).

I hope you never lose sight of yourself, your strengths, your goals. I hope you never change and stay forever you, know yourself, that you are you and nobody else. I hope you never say no to Can You Do More? because you can, you always can.

I wish for you so many things, but most of all I wish for this friendship to never end. If I could present you with a self painted rainbow I would, to tell you how beautiful this world is. If I could I would teach you all about life and love and growing up, but that's for you to learn. Now all I can do for you is to tell you that you have a friend who will forever be one, to listen, to heal, to grow and learn with. I can't promise much because I never break my promises, but I'll stick on you like a leech until the day the gnomes steal your last breath away. This I promise you. And I never break my promises.

Some people wish and wish til their lawn grows bare to have a childhood friend, but I don't have to. Cause I've got one with a long name that's always been there all along, making himself to be so little when his heart shines like a star in the night.

Watch out, that little speck of stardust isn't just for show - wait for the day when it finally glows, shines. And then, we can watch it all over again.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you

We can rule the world .

(Rule The World - Take That ; Stardust Soundtrack)

Happy birthday DC.

♥ Monday, December 03, 2007

Hurt is always there.

Sometimes, you see it through slits of lights by the windows in the mornings when you are greeted by the morning. Sometimes, you see it on the road, a shapeless figure waving, waving, waving, at each turn you make. Come here, it says. Come here. And you go.

Sometimes it happens, sometimes it doesn't.

Sometimes, you feel the strain on your eyes when you lie awake at night and then you meet it head on, full force. Disappointment, reject, pain, agony, anger, confusion, frustration, all of that, plus a pinch of salt at the back of your head to add into that wound, and you can't stop. Sometimes you don't.

Sometimes, you show it in your ghastly eyes, your exhausted face, your near-death stare - sometimes you don't.

But hurt is always there. Sometimes you take it more, other times you don't give a damn, but all the time - it is there.

I can see it when I close my eyes. It enters my mind and grabs hold of my heart until I am paralyzed, and then it consumes me whole and I submit to it, because it's stronger than I am. It reigns over this kingdom I supposedly own, but yet I succumb.

I can hear it with each song. It courses through my veins as I mouth each word to the tune, it breaks through my soul and leaves me battered, empty, it takes away all I have. I feel a tinge at my eyes, a tug at my heartstrings, and I fail to keep up.

I struggle to breathe, I am drowning, and everyone knows how to swim but they don't know how to save a life.

I see it under a warm light that glows in the dark night, I see it by the road that I tread on everyday, I see it in the fields of grass that grows by the minute, I see it everywhere. I want to stop it, want it to leave my sight, but I can't, I can't, because it's always there.

When you look into someone's eyes, what do you see? Not her sky blue, not her glimmering hazel, not her glistening black. You might use that to grab hold of her attention, but to get her heart is another. That's not what she wants you to see - look deeper. Look under all that skin, look under the facade, see her hurt, listen to her heart cry. Hear the music of her soul, do you? Feel her hurt, can you?

Personally, I think hurt sucks.

I think I'm homesick and I don't like being homesick because I thought I was home and I'm ashamed that home is somewhere else. I'm ashamed that my heart doesn't lie in here. I need some time. I need a hammock, a pristine beach and a holiday. I need a real holiday.

On a lighter note (not so, actually) I am going for an interview with the principal of the school over here I have no idea whether she's a Singaporean or an American or whatever but I'm not scared. I actually kind of find it weird that she wants an interview because I know an interview usually isn't part of the admission procedure... weird, right?

Whatever though, I have to get to bed so I can get up tomorrow cause she scheduled for the interview to be at 9 (bloody hell, it's my HOLIDAYS *whines*) so i have to get up at 7 or so.

Jess Kris Fran Pril Sim Pris YT Sarah Daniel Lucy I miss you all.

Saturday, December 01, 2007

♥ Saturday, December 01, 2007

I got something from Daniel's blog:

Main Type	Overall Self

Take Free Enneagram Personality Test

Enneagram Test Results

Type 1	Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	44%
Type 2	Helpfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	71%
Type 3	Image Focus	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	57%
Type 4	Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	68%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	48%
Type 6	Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	45%
Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Type 8	Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	44%
Type 9	Calmness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	60%

Your main type is 2
Your variant is self pres

Take Free Enneagram Personality Test

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.

You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

I know the name of the quiz is a teeny bit dumb like my 'inner peace' and 'one with self' thing but aw come on spare me some air.

Also, thanks to el I know now addicted to Guardian Angel good luck you guys I'm gonna insist that you hear it whoever I talk to.

I need help with honeychubbybutt's crate training but I've tried the internet ways and nothing works and my mom refuses to hire a professional trainer! She also refuses to let me stay home to train the honey and so what am I supposed to do?!