Sunday, December 28, 2008
♥ Sunday, December 28, 2008
Eat Pray Love is a really good book.
I've just found a certain peace in it, through Italy and spaghetti and ashrams and India. I haven't finished India yet. It's quite surprising, actually. At first I was astonished at how long it took me to finish reading the first section - then how slow I was reading - then how the book was too good - then how ... so on and so forth etc., etc. but BUT, you have to understanding that this is the first book I have taken about a week to finish. Maybe even three chapters every day kind of slow (and as EatPrayLove readers know, the book has 108 chapters).
I never would have thought of how this book might change my life. It's one of those things you pick off the shelves of a bookstore and think to yourself... What A Smart Title.
But then, when you open the book, it just opens your eyes, for the first time ever. Get you to look at life in some way you'd never thought of, at all.
That's Eat Pray Love for you.
I won't divulge anything else :)
Monday, December 15, 2008
♥ Monday, December 15, 2008
Sometimes I just want you to hold me.
I don't really care about she thinks, or what he thinks, or what anyone else thinks. I don't really care what they call me, or you. Sometimes I'm just bleeding and you can't see it. Perhaps too caught up in your own mess, or maybe too blind in love to see, or maybe, and this is what hurts, you don't really care.
I prefer to go with the former, because it already hurts enough.
Doesn't it matter what I feel, because most of the times it seems like it doesn't.
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
British invasion.
Monday, December 08, 2008
♥ Monday, December 08, 2008
Do you realise, that it all doesn't matter?
I think it's ironic how, we live our entire lives to pursue that something we treat as everything, but at the end of it all we realise how it's really actually nothing at all.
It sounds pretty stupid to me. It's just one of those moments, when, you're faced with the truth of everything, and it just slaps you in the face. And stings you so hard, you can't even feel your eyes, can't even feel yourself. You just go numb.
I don't really care, right now. I mean I do, but I think some things are just not worth caring about. Like, for example, the clothes I'm wearing tomorrow. Or if they're trendy. Or maybe what I'm going to eat tomorrow. I don't really care about how many times I fall down or scrape a knee; if I get a new phone; if I get a new house; if I get to go shopping once in a while; if I have too much homework; if I fail math; if I have to take forever to get to school. I don't really care about how many times I get my heart broken, how many friends I have, how good I am.
Because out there, there are people who don't even have clothes. Or a morsel of food. There are people out there without a roof over their heads, who have to stand in the rain when the rain comes.
Monday, December 01, 2008
♥ Monday, December 01, 2008
I am loving the brit invasion into my itunes library.
Bleeding love - Leona Lewis
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Snow Patrol - Run
I'll sing it
One last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing
That's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you
Can't raise your voice to say
To think
I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say
Our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is
To find an easier way
To get out
Of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if
It's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Fix You - Coldplay
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Best You Never Had - Leona Lewis (I love leona lewis)
I was so in love with you
There was nothing I could do
Wouldn't give me the time of day
Now you wanna be with me
You say you wanna be with me
You said I was the best
Gave your love out to the rest
There was nothing I could say
But now it's going good for me
You say you wanna be with me... now
And you're telling me that
I am where it's at
But I ain't havin' none of that
Because I told you you'd live to regret it,
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
I'll be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby it's your turn for that,
Cos in your empty heart I have left a mark,
The best you never had
No, No, No
You saw me as a friend,
Baby I don't want revenge,
But if you must know the truth,
What you didn't see in me
That's what you will never be - no,
When your telling me I always was the one,
I feel your desperation
Because I told you you'd live to regret it,
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
I'll be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby it's your turn for that,
Cos in your empty heart I have left a mark,
The best you never had
Back rubs... Good love... My stuff
That's what you missed out on
My touch... so much we could have
You miss,
My kiss,
My lips,
The love I had for you
Also so long, baby don't it make you sad
Because I told you you'd live to regret it,
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
I'll be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby it's your turn for that,
Cos in your empty heart I have left a mark,
The best you never had
Because I told you you'd live to regret it,
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
I'll be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby it's your turn for that,
Cos in your empty heart I have left a mark,
The best you never had
Well I will always be the best you never had.
