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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
♥ Wednesday, July 30, 2008

I can't find my tie!
School starts tmrw and dang I can't find my tie. 
Dang it I have a pretty boring class.
But choirchoirchoir it shall be my highlight of the day(s to come) ;d

I think I'm being teased by my brain.
I have a terrible teethache and it's causing me a headache. Which isn't really good, you know? 

I'm talking to Tngy and she's really knowledgable today she agrees so too (: Aww I love Tngy.

And Jess.

Hooh. gotta run folks see ya ;ddd

Thursday, July 24, 2008
♥ Thursday, July 24, 2008

I spent the entire day recording a Slide-Wonderwall - Collide medley.. and I have to say.. I suck.
Hey that's not a surprise.

Sometimes I feel like I don't matter to you at all... other times you make me the happiest person on earth. I really don't know what you want. I'm considering.
I'm not going to talk to you.

I am 1/10 through my bahasa book. Terrible. Bu M is terrible!
I am this (9/10) close to finishing my book ;D
ITS VERY CLOSE OKAY.
Hmm someone has got to wake up from self denial!

Why is it that I'm so unsure of what so many people feel about me.
You too. Why you. Sweet as, would've been fine if you didnt lead me on.

I'm in love with Natasha Bedingfield these days. I don't know why I suddenly have this waking moment that whoaaa Natasha you sound real good.
I told you I'm having problems.

I've been rummaging through my music library because my computer has no more space and I'm deleting all the files that I don't want to.
I miss school.
And babe.
I love my planner.
I need to do PP.
I need to finish my bahasa book and Natasha Bedingfield is luring me away.
It's all Tyler Ward's fault.

Oh nooooo this isn't going to work and it can't go on I will someday go crazy - and would you care anyway.

Nope, didn't think so.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008
♥ Tuesday, July 22, 2008

HELLO I AM HERE TO TELL YOU ABOUT NEW ZEALAND.

Would you like these:






In your photo album?
BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT FROM GOOGLE THEY ARE FROM MY CAMERA.
Pretty okay pretty.
Anyway this time the trip was pretty awesome. It's all mountains and water and snowww because yes, it was winter.
DONT get jealous yet wait til i show you this picture;



YAH. NEGATIVE ONE IN THE CARRR.
Crazy. The highway was CLOSED cause there was ice on the road and we had to make a huge detour to Wellington and in the end we took like ten hours to get to our hotel there. And contrary to Alaska which never gets dark, NZ gets dusk at 5. YAH FIVE. We drove in the dark. But hey early sunset isn't such a bad thing;


We took this at a lil park in this town we stopped by to get lunch no one was playing aww!

YES THIS WAS THE MOUNTAIN THAT MADE US NOT ABLE TO GO ON THE SHORT HIGHWAY ):
But then it's too pretty can't blame right. 
Oh you know at first I thought the mountain was snowing. HAHA yeah then my mom was like o.O the mountain is not snowing the sky is and huh yeah I just knew LOL.

This was at DAWN. YA DAWN. dawn dawn dawn dawn.

Lazy to upload more! Just had to say I have ridiculous bangs ): 


I miss my old hair ):

Friday, July 18, 2008
♥ Friday, July 18, 2008

I'm chillaxing.
Someone told me chillaxing so I guess I'm using it in the weirdest way.

Do you know how much it hurts to stare at an empty room knowing you've crossed every inch of the way.
Or toss everything you touch into the bin knowing to regret the moment they leave my hand.
When I go away from you I need an oxygen tank because I can't breathe.
You know that once you were the only thing I was thankful for because nothing made me happy like you ever did.

Do you know I don't want anyone near me because you were before.
And when you weren't and someone tried I pushed them away.
When my heart caved in I just build it back up because no one else can be as close to it like you were.
Do you know because of you something hurts when I love.
Because I know it's just a matter of time before it tore me apart the last time I did.
A pain in the chest or a nudge in the gut.
Trying to reach the moon but I can't fly.

A bit of sand blows my way but I'm still lost.
Waiting for a storm to brew to make me numb so I can't feel.
I'd rather lie in the wet grass than dry on the ground if it brings me to you
Rather sleep with debris than stay on driftwood if it gets me to see you.
Hide from fireworks forever than watch them burning my heart away.

Do you know I love you more than you love yourself.
Do you know you're my miracle.

No I guess you never will.


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