room dedications.
Monday, November 06, 2006
♥ Monday, November 06, 2006
Dedications to private conversationalists. check. now it's time for A402 to show their might. Be warned that this post is going to be emotional.
All dedications are clearly inspired by the following line;
"And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound"
So, dear fellow roommies. If you got anything to say, just say it. Cause we ain't got much time to.
I don't know exactly when or how we kinda stuck together, you know. Maybe through sleepless nights, mac orders, unpaid debts and our board, latenight mongolian music, steaming cup noodles, eating sunflower seeds during prep and endless movies, and through THAT hongkong person, we kind of got together. Actually maybe you guys are the ones I see most often, and spend the most time with. There's just so many things we have; insect obituary, chloe, the seahorse (is it seahorse?) which was named after me, duckyporn, movies, debt board, xxjx theme song, neverending toilet paper, and everything else.
"In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to"
lucy you pervert. XD
nah. oh my, we've been through so much, so much i cannot find words. i saw you cry, we scrubbed that bathroom squeaky clean, you made my computer go on duckyporn, all the one dollar coins i gave you, the laundry. the complains and the voice messages. the borrowing of computers and handphone chargers, your uh, striped sheep underwear, the formal dinners, the lack of clothes, and the perverted things you do sometimes. and i keep thinking, maybe there's something underneath you which i don't know, which i won't ever know. and i'm still not sure if you have that one layer beneath you.
I'll miss so many things about you, the papers i always find on my bed after long leaves, all the things I know of. but i'll miss some things which i don't see now, on you, too. but that's okay, because i'll learn. slowly, through your absense.
maybe, it is because that you don't trust people that easily which makes you a good analyzer. and maybe the reason why you feel that way is because you've been hurt before. i can't blame you, really. but no matter how many times a day i laugh with you, i want you to know that there's still this sentence inside me that says, all the time, ''And when you need my arms to run into, I'll come for you. "
thank you for all the wonderful memories you've given me, and the lessons you've taught me which you don't know you did. thank you for being a friend, and thank you for being a sister. perhaps, you're that little light that's lighting up every cold and crammy corner of our room. thank you for your vitamin c tablets. thank you for bringing everything i needed, when you came into my life.
so we didn't cherish all the time we had when we had time to spare. and now that there's no more time left to say anything or do anything to make up for all the lost time all i need is six seconds from you to read six words, short and sweet but with great meaning;
thank you and i love you
; until my heart stops beating.
"Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you"
cherntze you mongolian woman! XD
ah, your latenight music and your o2jam and your movies and your computer and your cup noodles and your die1 da3 pian4 and chloe and KIDSPACKMILO(how can i forget that) and uh, your magnolia milk and your things all over the place and the socks under your table everytime i sweep the floor. and your establishing of the debt board, stacks of books and everywhere on the floor. maybe, when i look back and think about A402 i'll take that into mind. maybe that's what i'll remember about you.
i'll miss the weird sounds your computer makes at night when I'm trying to sleep, i'll miss all the songs that you play, i'll miss the nights we spent with lucy and kaini watching movies on your bed, i'll miss that night as you and lucy strummed the guitar while i move chords, i'll miss the stacks of books lying around, i'll miss BestDressedLady. and i'll miss talking about your accessories. so many things i'll miss.
as much irony as it may seem, im not being sarcastic. no matter how much i joke around with you sometimes, when i feel lame, that is, or maybe sometimes not talking to you at all, i just want you to know that ive never ignored your existence. its just that sometimes im not in the mood to do some things. and deep down i love you, and i'm forever wishing you this line '' I'll be tough when the going gets too tough for you to hold on to."
thank you for so many things you give, that you do so unknowingly. just being across my bed is already the greatest support you give me.
But I doubt you need me to help you. because you're already strong. and so to break down the walls around you i need to say this one simple, simple line;
when no one's there for you to hold on to; i'll be there.
"Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
Maybe we'll see each other, standing on the same street corner though it rains
If only i could stop the World i'd make this last"
kaini you serious woman! XD
well yes, i guess that's what you are. i'll remember the way you laugh, i'll remember your scary computer desktop, i'll remember your human geography textbook. i'll be missing all the stuff of you being a roommate keeping cleanliness enhouse. yes. and i'll remember that night when you and cherntze tried to dance the chinese dance in the room. and when THAT hongkong woman came to bug us and left us stranded outside our room making us look like uh, homeless wanderers.
and i'll miss all of that. the noise, the irritating woman who came to disrupt our peaceful and enlightening lives. yes. and i'll miss that cockroach which you were afraid of outside which i chased all the way to other end. i'll miss that too. and uh, there's just too many things i'll miss i can;t say it all.
i remember when i first came we went to get the broom together. broom or mop? in any case. cleaning material. and i remember i thought you were boring! because we didn't make a single sound. but i guess, not so now that i know you. and for that i'll always keep in mind this line for you "when you're afraid i'll be in front of you"
and thank you for being the person who keeps the room clean. thank you for uh, correcting us, anyone who you think is doing anything wrong. although i don't really like fights but sometimes you're right. thank you for hysterical laughters.
and please know that you exist. sometimes i may give the feeling that you guys arent important but that's not true. i spend at least half of a year with you guys, honestly. so take note that sometimes its just because im in a not very good mood and so i look dao. yes. and lastly i want to tell you, this last, simple line which means bounds;
know that someone out there loves you, no matter what or when or how.
"Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies"
on that last note i want to tell you guys that i love you loads, and i'll never forget freshman year of bs experience, how fun and enjoyable and interesting you guys have been. i'll forever miss the nights we lie on cherntze's bed, most of the times crying our eyes out, sometimes criticizing those poor actors, sometimes squealing in excitement (esp when cherntze screams when she sees ron ng, oh my). and i'll forever hold these memories close to me, and no matter what you face after this year we'll never separate and be reminded that you can always count on me.
i'll always be there, for this freshman room; A402
"As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Spent together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends forever"
because a true love never dies. forever and ever and ever and ever.
i love you all.
