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Sunday, November 19, 2006
♥ Sunday, November 19, 2006
All right. My last round of tributes, but not the least. This time for friends who've been around all the time who I never got the chance to thank.
Lil' Sis aka Franneh (LOL)
YOU. LIGHT UP MY LIFE. (lyrics from that whatever song)
Ah, what can I say? Someone who's never put me down, someone's who's always understood me, and someone who's always there when I need her. (Online, that is.) Someone who never fails to make me laugh hysterically with her jokes and her adorable sense of humour, and the only person (okay, besides Mon) who I can talk to about anything at all.
So much trust, that we can talk about anything. Maybe it's this trust which has kept us going so far. And I hope that you trust me as much as I do. Because all that we need with each other is trust to stick together, no matter what happens. Because we're so alike.
I don't remember the exact day we started talking, and I don't remember how we got together. But all that doesn't matter anymore, now that we've come this far. From mere acquaintances to friends to good friends to best friends to sisters; I don't know how I would have survived out there without you. Without you always there behind me.
And I know that when I'm tired to fight on all I need to do is tell you, and you will, without hesitation try whatever you can to cheer me up, to ignite the same spirit I had before, to lift me up again. To tell me that things will be okay.
Through all my oversensitivity, my doubts, my fears and my wall of defense; you have broken through. Every single obstacle, one by one, you broke down and ran away to hide inside my safety deposit box. Where you know that I will never take you out even if you asked me to.
You remind me of me. Younger, more innocent, more - adorable. Funnier. Cheery-er. I guess, we will never change (except for the younger part, for me at least).
So in the journey ahead through the next, most important stage of your life perhaps; teenage. I want you to know that whatever happens, and whenever you need me at any time at all; I'll always come. Whatever the weather, rain or shine (or cloudy or sunny or gloomy or drizzly or just fine), I'll always come whenever you call me. I promise you. I'll put down every single piece of work whenever you need me to tell you that things will be okay, for a change. Whenever you need me to say okay.
And if anyone dares to lay a finger on my little sister, I WILL MAKE YOU PAY(Money, that is). No, really. I WILL MAKE YOU PAY(and not money, that is)
Oh, and guys? Never underestimate a girl. She gets everything she wants. She's never gonna stop.
Biggie aka Mon (RAHAHA)
YOU. ARE MY SUNSHINE. (my only sunshine)
You make me happy, when skies are grey. That's what you do, most of the time. You turn me from a depressed old dying woman into the bubbly thirteen year old my body once knew, my mind once knew, the same girl you knew once upon a time.
You take yourself off the mind of a humongous(no, I didn't mean to comment on your tum) twenty six year old, and put her into my shoes( and I did not, I swear, mean to comment on your obsession with shoes). Into me, to understand how I'm feeling.
You understand the meaning of every single sentence I meant to tell you, you empathise with me for every single dilemma that I come across, and you give me advice. You give me advice that came with experience, and you taught me the way to live a woman's life. You taught me how it felt like to be myself and no one else because that's all that matters.
And I have never thought at any point of time, or found out that in any incident that your advice doesn't falter. To stand brave for myself, to stand tall for myself, and to stand strong, for myself and not for others. You told me the way of life.
And you're right. Apart from the occasional incidents we never fight. Perhaps, being alike is something that keeps the two of us together. And being alike is something that can break us apart. I know you only too well, dear, that we are both headstrong. But differences. Differences pull us closer together than similarities. Because we are special.
And hush, dearie.
One day, I'll bring you upon the moon. To repay for what you've done for me.
Because you can talk to the stars as if they're me. Because I'll always be there listening.
One day, Biggie. One day. I promise.
You never know, dear, how much I love you.
That's all for today. I'm sleepy.
Next post will be about;
Lil' Sis' Kor
Lil' Sis' Kor's Sis
Lil' Sis' Best friend's Biggie
That person
Adios amigos.
