Saturday, December 30, 2006
♥ Saturday, December 30, 2006
oh, the stupid movie. i want to take back everything i said in the last post.
everything on earth leads to survival. im stupid to not have realised this even after simmy posted on her ants. for survival, one could kill. for survival, one could hanker. and for that last breath, one could take advantage of love.
it's true, isn't it? taking advantage of love. in the end all we need is our heart to keep beating.
i remember the time when i was a firm believer of love. it wasn't a long time ago, actually. it was just yesterday. but because of just this movie. this one movie. it changed my whole perspective of love, and survival. does love fill your wallets? does love make you full? is love what keeps your heart beating? perhaps, after i look back at my post tomorrow i'll scorn myself. because i am, by nature, a romantist. i believe in miracles, i believe in love. i believe that one day that someone will come to take me away. but no matter how much a believe in them they might not come true. sad, but it's reality. you might tell me to look on the bright side, that miracles do happen. yes, i understand what youre saying because i have thought that way before. but in real life? no. na-da. nothing.
even if your heart breaks, you heart still keeps beating. it's a fact. the last moment your heart beats the last moment you live. superficial, but true. pity, sad, pessimistic, but real. because not everything that happens in the world may be as they seem, no matter how true they may seem to be.
and not every word anyone says may turn out to be a promise.
of course, not every promise may turn out to be one.
trust, loyalty, truth, love.
betrayal, vengeance, deceit.
it's only a matter of time before the tables turn on you. and when the time comes, you have nobody to blame for your predicament.
because it is only human nature to trust, and to betray, and then to blame.
