Saturday, January 27, 2007
♥ Saturday, January 27, 2007
if i could, i would have taken a thousand pictures of the five of us just now.
if i could, i would have cried when we were about to go home.
if i could, i'd love to spend a whole day just hanging around with jess, talking about just about anything we could talk about, and anything there was to talk about, like we do on all weekend nights.
if i could, i'd love to loop my hand through hers as we walked; shopping, talking, having fun, nothing like the weekdays where we would be too busy to talk about anything serious.
if i could, i'd love to hug her a million times and never leave the moment.
if i could, i would have never let go of jess.
if i could, i would.
i cant believe how fast time passed us. from eleven in the morning til 6; it wasnt a short time. but it seemed like it was just an hour. walking along the familiar mall ive known so well, where each and every shop was, what they sold. it would have been a bore if i'd just walked alone. there's nothing to see, nothing to do, nothing to laugh at. no one who really mattered.
and when it came to leaving, i didn't want to. i didn't want to leave the kookooface family :D not just because i knew i wouldnt see them soon, but also that i knew i would never want to leave these people. the people who helped me get up. and neither did i want to end the day. i could never tell you how much i looked forward to this. countdowns. squealing over saturday. not doing homework. although im really, really tired and my back hurts so so bad. i knew that i would never have left the place if they hadnt. i don't need to give a reason. i know because i know me.
but i just want to tell you guys that. i love you guys. even the kids :D just being around you guys is the most comforting solace i could ever get. and of course hugging my bucket is so nice.
and if i could hold on to you forever, i would. i've got no doubts about that.
