i am paralyzed.
Monday, February 12, 2007
♥ Monday, February 12, 2007
Hey again.
You see, there is nothing I can do except for blogging, because I cannot move because the bone feels like it's going to come off when I move. So the only thing I can do on my bed is to use the computer or sleep. And I have slept enough. So my only other option is to blog. Because I cannot stand the silence. I think too much without any noise.
I realise that I have been on a blogging spree these few days. I think youve realised that too. Cus if you haven't then you are just plain dumb. Mwaha.
I'm so bored. Really bored. Meanwhile I shall talk more about my back. I think it's the scoliosis problem, plus the fact that I lay in the wrong position, and so I sprained it. I was lying on my tummy using the computer, and then when i tried to get up I couldn't cos it hurt all the way to my legs, I think (Oh my God!) it hit the nerves. Or something. Hopefully not. I just went for my check up early last month.
So now, it hurts when I
1) move
2) walk
3) bend my back
4) take my belt off.
5) sit upright without any support
By right, the fourth one should be gooood, because it helps me lose weight.
But! I can't eat with it. Cos it compresses my tummy so much ): April has reminded me and threatened that I cannot touch Chocolate today and rest in bed, and my Mom has said that I have to lie down straight on my bed, because that puts less pressure on the bone compared to other positions, e.g sitting straight. Which just explains why I cannot sit straight.
Okay that doesn't make any sense. Actually it does. But whatever. I'm so bored. I'm really really really bored. I went online to this baby website and I finally understand what mon means when she said xavier was cruising lik, four months ago -.- yes. but anyway, now he can walk and stuff, and therefore we can explain the reason for smearing chocolate all over her bedroom! (:
okay, well, im going over to the doctor soon, so i'll talk to you later :D
