Tuesday, March 06, 2007
♥ Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Chern Tze's words made me think.
At first I was thinking, contemplating, trying to choose. Then I decided. But after hearing her, I'm doubting.
It's so weird, different people make you think differently. Chern Tze, Eleanor, Monica. Experiences affect the way we think, and that's true as much as they go. Because they know what it is like to be away from home, to realise that silence is a scary sound, to appreciate our parents for the love they give us on normal days. They understand what I'm going through.
Some people, they think they understand when they don't. They think that my moving back is a rash decision, that it was an offhand move to make, not to mention stupid, silly, completely wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong. But nothing is ever right, so shut up about your judgment and try to put yourself in my shoes.
It's been lingering since the day she left me. The day she left me just when I needed her the most. The day she left me because another person thought he needed her more than I did. And he's passed on to me what he had, he got rid of what he had and now I'm left with it, I'm stuck with it, but I'm suffering in silence because I don't want them to know that I am.
Damned life.
