friends
Saturday, March 10, 2007
♥ Saturday, March 10, 2007
I love people.
Sure, I get mood swings sometimes, I shun people sometimes, I want to be alone sometimes. But people - friends - make you think. Friends let you see you in them, because that's what friends are for.
Sometimes, friends are the reasons why you stay on in life. They give you encouragement, they tell you they love you, and they help you get through times, like that.
But there are no reasons for the way you did to me last night.
I thought you understood, but you didn't. I thought you'd be behind me all the way, but I didn't think you were. I thought if I didn't have anyone else, at least I had you. But I was wrong. I was totally wrong, wasn't I?
I don't know why you had to disappoint me like that. I know I'll forgive you anyway no matter what, but I don't understand why you have to do this over and over again. It takes that courage, to be a friend for you, but you disappoint me.
I can't tell you how hurt I was. Why didn't you understand, why didn't you understand? Why don't you understand me, when you say you do?
I need to scream into a pillow. Fast.
