Monday, March 05, 2007
♥ Monday, March 05, 2007
You all.
I have something to announce.
I am moving back to Jakarta. I made this decision myself. I cannot take any more of school the workload and the housework and missing my mother.
I'm having a break down and I'm a growing teen, I cannot be independent yet.
I don't know what independence is anymore.
Yes, I'm moving back. I'm sorry to all my dearest people and all the good friends that've been helping me all along- bucket, fransis, april, priscilla, simmy, tien li, huan ying, yingting, lucy, cherntze, kaini. I want you guys to know that I have considered you guys in my decision.
Monica, whose words were as true as gold. My cousin Julia, who was wiser than me in the very first place; I have realised what you wanted me to understand. Thank you, and sorry.
Whatever it is, I want you guys to know that I love you all, and I won't forget until that very, very last moment when I die. I promise you guys that I'll be in contact and I'll always be there whenever you need me to.
I am not cruel. I have been crying since morning. I can't bear the thought of having to leave either. But I have to, because if I don't I'll just slash myself one day and die when no one knows I died.
But thank you guys, for everything.
I love you all.
