Tuesday, April 10, 2007
♥ Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Five minutes ago, I had every intention to pack all of my things and move back to Jakarta with my Chinese xiao lian bi right in front of me undone, a basket of unironed clothes and muscles aching at every movement I make.
I read that post yufang gave to us on her blog. And it was no small thing. It hit something inside me that's probably never been hit before, something only someone as inspiring as a senior could do.
And I asked myself, why can't I do it? Why can't I do it like Yufang does? I can do it, and I am going to. I'm going to turn up in school tomorrow regardless of the degree of pain my muscles give me, I'm going to sit for every other test like they were my life, and I'm going to become an expert in guitar and reading notes, and everything else that I do, without my mom. I can do anything anyone else with a home can do.
Because I'm doing it for people.
I'm going to take each test for my mom. I'm going to play chocolate for bucket and april and pris and simmy, I'm going to finish my geog pt for yingting and kathy and miranda, I'm going to do my homework for fransis, I'm going to get over guys for monica. I'm going to stop eating chocolates for my brother, I'm going to stop spending so much time on the computer for my grandmother, and I'm going to start swimming and napfa and physio and everything else. For yufang.
For the person who told me that I can do anything.
