Wednesday, May 30, 2007
♥ Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Three days in Jakarta I've bummed away. However got new stuff;
1) Contact lenses
Yay! Still have to slowly learn to put on and take off since hard lenses were different but coping well (hopefully). Spent twenty minutes taking them off last night. Hoho.
2) Haircut
Am going to cut my hair after my brother comes back from school.
3) Coffee Break
New computer game at three bucks! Ahahahahahah! Am addicted.
And by June end I will get;
1) School bag
Am planning to shop like hell when reached US. Am roadtripping to every factory outlet there is, e.g Timberland/ Sketchers shops at Barstow on the way to LA.
2) Sunglasses
With contacts am going to buy blue/brown shades!
3) Chocolate
LOVE SF CHOCOLATES esp the ones with huge caramel chunks. Shit, will gain weight.
4) Lots of other shopping!
Will claim upcoming birthday presents from parents and ten year old brother. Have feeling he will give me candy from the LA disneyland/Sea World, otherwise don't expect anything (most likely).
5) BOOK VOUCHERS
Desperately need vouchers for Borders/Kinokuniya/Harris otherwise any ulu bookstore with Sarah Dessen's books so can achieve self actualisation.
HOHO.
No actually I'm not that high.
Last night dreamt that I was back to playing netball and doing teacher's day duty for Mrs Lee, back to the old days. Missed it a lot and didn't want to wake up but apparently brother crashed dream by refusing to wake up for school. Still nursing hatred. (Kidding)
Anyway, still reminiscing about old days, want desperately to play netball again but mother doesn't allow, will do anything to play competitively again. Used to be on the court where could forget about school and home and play to have fun when coach could scream at us to play with our brains and be void of emotions and be aggressive.
Usually he's kidding.
Want to own a redbluewhite netball so can play anytime and want guitar to move to tuesday friday so mondays can be free to go back to rv to watch juniors play and infamous new extra coach who yells at shooters (more likely play myself). Also wish for security guards to vanish so can go into rv freely, stupid to have to fix appointment when going back to alma mater/ have any work or reasons to official use before being allowed to meet lovely teachers and netballs!
POOF!!!!!!
So many wants! Am writing in weird manner because just remembered Bridget Jones' diary and was very amused by Bridget Jones so reverting back to this format.
But desperately need to play netball again! Want new netball! Believe stamina will greatly improve if join netball as second cca without mother knowing! Also believe not possible to do so. Want to start whining that netball is my life but mother won't take it, I get pissed afterwards.
Ahhhh bloody!
Feel damn deprived of sports/adrenaline. Want to feel adrenaline rushing through and legs dying and knees feeling like 96 again back to the old twelve year old days! Want to play on court with a team beside, to play and win and lose together, to be part of a team. So fulfilling to have a court as a stage to shine in and play until want to die. Though feel like dying still happy and not cry to sleep.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Where has life gone to?
Going to play Coffee break. Afterwards cut hair and then play ball downstairs and run for long long long time. Half hour will be enough. Hopefully. Maybe will do all netball drills seventeen times over, spent four hours with ball shooting and will not leave until shot 200 goals. Love netball love myself!
