Thursday, November 15, 2007
♥ Thursday, November 15, 2007
There's something scary about moving.
Being the person to leave instead of watching other people leave. Being the person who accepts farewell parties, who people cling on and cry and say I'll be missed. Being the person who walks away leaving twenty of my loved ones while each of the twenty only watch me leaving, alone.
There's a difference, you know? Between watching someone leave and leaving yourself.
I've watched people leave me so many times. Thought I'd be numb by now but doesn't turn out that way. I've only left twice (BS and mom) but I've watched people leave me countless times and the feeling wasn't very great. When you watch people leave you there's a certain helplessness within, that keeps your arms by your side, your feet rooted to the ground, your heart heavy. You can't think, but neither can you act, neither can you tug on her arm to
please stay, because... well, because you can't.
Anyone up for anything like that?
*shrugs*
(if I do the asterisk thing, I'M REALLY SHRUGGING)
*rolls eyes*
Oh my, very lame.
I shall tell you the story of Super Crazy Guitarman!
So tonight my brother and I were feeling super duper bored so we decided to go online on addictinggames.com (a site he found) and hotbargames.com (from me) to playyyy! After a few boring games plus one that included me killing pirates with a baby who found gold and diamonds while digging at the beach (the baby's name was SIMON) we found the intresting game of SUPER CRAZY GUITARMAN. It was jamming! Which I vividly remember my adorable chloe-owner roommate Chern Tze doing at ungodly hours on her computer. I tried out 2 easy songs and then I got hooked and we even tried to synchronise the starting of the song, lol.
So after half an hour, our mother decides to check on us, so she comes into the room and stares at our computers (my brother was using her mac and I was using mine) and she decided that HEY THAT IS SO MUCH FUN and abruptly sat on a chair next to me and started to try it out. After one song she got addicted too LOL and we started COMPETING (i didn't know we could compete, that was actually HER idea).
My mom is so lame sometimes. D;
Oh and THAT (D;) is Daniel's new smiley. Well not really a smiley I mean it's not smiling. It looks weird but oh well I found it amusing so now I'm using :o (my retarded face) :\ (my confused/pondering face) ;D (my normal happy smiling cheeky SMILEY) and D; (Daniel's, weirdlookingmouth thing). Good set, actually.
Anyway, back to SUPER CRAZY GUITARMAN.
If you have medium to fast speed internet, you might want to check it out at http://www.addictinggames.com/supercrazy2.html otherwise, you might as well forget about loading it.
Damn fun. Now I shall go listen to more and more and more Kelly Clarkson (someone, bestow me with CDs) and FRAN if you read this before you read your tagboard (which i highly doubt), CALL ME when you are settled at home back here, my number is on your tagboard WE HAVE TO GO TO TA TOGETHER ONE DAY.
Okay I'm a bit unstably hyper so yeah gotta go.
P.S I'm getting a golden retriever. Puppy. Male, I think. I think I'm going to name him Pepper ;D
