After my mom's continuous rambling (jessica pack your room pack your room) and countless bouts of chanting her mantra I have finally got down to work. And letting go is hard, I'm telling you. So many things I don't want to throw away... but then again keeping them would be no use at all. I thought I hated chem but turns out most of the worksheets I couldn't bear to throw were actually daniel lau's. I've also kept his heat-sensitive periodic table since he got it from U.S for us and I was horrifically touched.

It's a funny feeling.

So yesterday I felt like spending money and brought my mom along to the hairdressers so yes I cut my hair!! I now have a fringe and fringes are funny transforming agents my mom said she couldn't recognise me aha. But I'm still deliberating on the rebonding because my mom says your hair will drop (?!?!?!) and oh well. 

I talked to my BOYFRIEND until wee hours (four, actually) and fell asleep in the middle of an sms can you believe it? I was typing typing typing and then BOOM I'm asleep.  So embarrassing. I find it amusing I've never been the one to sleep it's always been the other person like AHEM jess. She has no problem sleeping while talking to me on the phone. God.

So Christmas is here and me, I'm just being old. I feel like giving, giving, giving. And I'm being weird. I'm in a donttouchmeori'llpokeyouwithabee mood it's crazy. I feel like doing something really random (as I have said last night at three thirty am) like holding some guy's hand or going around orchard asking for hugs or busking at sentosa for money for the hotel room.

Sidetracking, I found one lost pick today (this is a miracle!) and now I have seven picks yay yes I am that desperate. Also I have found a sudden craving for cheese and oreo wafer and the michael buble song, Home. 

Aha.

Okay. I'm being lame. My brother is currently reading me some puppy story o.o the dog POLLY (?!?!?! i thought polly was a parrot) is now eating curry and mash potatoes and apricots and jellies (again, HUH?!) while Girlfriend is blasting (not purposely, I'm too lazy to change the song) and oh god is this christmas cause it doesn't feel like it!!

Polly keeps eating o.o carrots onion cherries samosas mangoes strawberryshakes mustard etc. etc. etc -.-!!

Okay going back to my shipwreck of a room and I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I GOT 18/30 FOR THE COMPO ON FUTURISTIC I think the teacher is biased and hates me o.o i actually think it was GOOD apart from the, okay, occasional grammar but EVERYBODY MAKES MISTAKES ;D

Goodbye!