Friday, March 07, 2008
♥ Friday, March 07, 2008
I am very sick and death is looming overhead.
A bad cough that's abnormal, muscle aches all over, especially the stomach I can't even stand straight/stretch my stomach cause it like, cramps or something. A bad flu and a tiny bit of temperature. And my throat hurts so I don't feel like eating and my stomach has to choose this time to work its gastric acids on me so imagine my poor, poor stomach.
Attacked on antibiotics and vitamin C and everything possible but still no improvement.
I swear I'm dying.
This morning I woke up and I felt so lazy I didn't want to do any work but I found two things that made me, kind of, worked around my brain so that they'd manipulate the signals and told my hands to touch my computer and start on book review finally.
First was the nostalgia.
I wanted to work like a Rafflesian, wanted to adopt the four Ps, the attitudes and RVian's Strive For The Best. I wanted to mug my head out and be Daughters Of A Better Age, I wanted to be working as hard as Yingting with her sound waves and El with her Interactive Geography 4. I felt I was slacking, even when I've spent so much time on work but I just didn't check a lot of things off my to-do list.
The first was these three words on my school badge which I pin on my pencil case.
Filiae Melioris Aevi
Funny what it takes to miss something.
See I need an ego boost. Someone help me.
Anyway the second was what ibu keeps saying. My math ibu hahahahah who always says you have to see The Beauty Of Math and The Temptation. Well maybe it's a mantra that gets into my head or she has some mind controlling device, but this always sticks:
Don't fall into the temptation of laziness.
So yes, I will be a Daughter Of A Better Age and not Fall Into The Temptation Of Laziness.
I am gonna finish book review and IT essay and a little of my BI work by Monday. I swear I swear I swear I swear I will.
But I am sick, still. Sorry bwother I kind of lied to you and I didn't sleep when you told me to yesterday I was watching a hongkong drama with my mom hahahahahhahaha I apologise profusely.
Okay book review and then lunch and then book review and then dinner and then book review and then maybe a little DVD and then sleep. And wake up tmrw and Book Review.
Yup my life is very very interesting don't you think?
