Sunday, August 03, 2008
♥ Sunday, August 03, 2008
You know I wish there was another me.
Another me to listen to rather than my heart because sometimes it's more convincing to hear it from someone else, don't you think?
These few words, I can't get out of my chest, cause everytime I do I can't find the words to speak.
Another me to turn to to cry, knowing without a doubt that he understands and knows me completely. Longing for something like that, someone understand without having me to say anything, someone to stretch out his hand and reach out to my heart, feel that endless gaping need for someone to bring me back to life.
I don't even understand myself sometimes. I'm not supposed to be like this.
But it stays. I still need another me. To sit endlessly on the other end of the computer and listen to me pour out my soul. To sit quietly across the table and feel the pain piercing their every cell. To give me a pat on the back, a hug to make things okay. Grab a cup of coffee just to see a smile. Sit by the lockers just to be there if I were to ever cry. Another me to give me some advice I've heard to hear all over again if that were just to make me sure of what to do.
I need a Ceri.
I don't need to be her.
